I tried to hide, tried to run, tried to end it all,

but alas I just added to the counting of thousands,

for all those who are waiting for their love to return,

I must tell them, they're not alone at all...

Love

I wish I could kill myself

Suicidal Ideation

how to get sleeeeepppp.... it's been 48 hours since i m awake.

3am Thoughts

Hey guys
Can y'all help me with an issue? 
I'm very bad at communication. Whenever I speak, I either make it too rude or too sweet. I start sweating, my face muscles twitch and it shows that I'm not confidant, or even worse sometimes ki that I'm very rude or something. And some goes on with text reply. I don't know how to think. So I involve emotions into it. It's bad, really bad. 

Just help me. Give me tips on how I can fix this. It is ruining my life. 

Confusion

I'm not good at all, since my childhood I have locked all the families issues inside me but as I'm growing up these things are affecting me. Mom and dad fight has been sent a several internal harm on my mind I don't know what to do. I'm not able to work on anything my mind is evolving around the incidents which had happened. I can't say this to anybody because everyone will judge.

Lonely

Pune 

Hey, I woke up crying today. The guy that have been in love with my whole life told me a couple of days ago he did not want a relationship with me.  We have been friends for almost close to 20 years. And this is not the first time he told me this but it hurts like the first time. I really want to move on from this and never look back. I feel like  he said things that made me feel that one day we were going to actually try to make things work but lately he had been acting like he was trying to push me away. And when I finally poured my heart out to him he shut me down like he always do. He said he wasn't ready. And I should have expected that but it hurts so bad to hear those words come out his mouth. This time it hurts in a different way. I dont know if it's because we are older or the fact that I feel like no one wants me. I have had relationships with guys but I always compare them to him. I just want to get pass this so I can stop crying.

Depression

I SAID—Then, dearest, since ’tis so,	
Since now at length my fate I know,	
Since nothing all my love avails,	
Since all, my life seem’d meant for, fails,	
  Since this was written and needs must be—	        5
My whole heart rises up to bless	
Your name in pride and thankfulness!	
Take back the hope you gave,—I claim	
Only a memory of the same,	
—And this beside, if you will not blame;	        10
  Your leave for one more last ride with me

I am in emotional pain from loneliness tonight. It hurts.

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