I tried to cut myself but I failed. I cannot even prick myself. My head is a living ,breathing yet dying mess but I never allow it to convince me to harm my skin.

more power to you. things get better i promise. talking with experience

that’s great! self harm is not the way to go, i speak from experience. try talking to someone, hopefully a therapist.

Mental Health

If I let you see my scars 
Would you still
look at me like I'm the moon 🐨

ive been self harming all over over my arm ,thigh and rib cage my mum recently found out and she was so mad at me she said she was going to send me away.im a girl,im muslim and its allready hard enough knowing its haram-(not allowed) in islam to kill yourself im always the bad guy

Depression

I hate that I feel like cutting is the only way

Anxiety

i showed you
the traces
of my scars,
and you 
planted them
with roses,
so whenever
i bled they
would bloom.



3am Thoughts

Is it bad that I’m hearing voices telling me to cut and that a whole bunch of stuff and that I’m seeing red scratches on my arm like it’s a place I should cut?

Delusion

For the first time in years.. I want to self harm that bad. I don't want one cut or two. I want to cuts all over my body. I feel like I deserve it and I don't need to pity myself to not do it. I don't know what's wrong or right anymore. People say "trust your gut" but then ask me "what's wrong with you". Everything is wrong! I'm useless and I can't even deny it or lie to myself anymore

Self Harm

So I used to self harm 5 years back got 25 stitches on my wrist ive always seen strangers stare at it or ask me if im ok or y did I do tht I hate it when I have to answer their questions and it just takes me back to the thing I took 5 years to get over from  I need help hiding it 
Any suggestions pls 

Posting this quote bc i relate to her.

Other times, I look at my scars and see something else: a girl who was trying to cope with something horrible that she should never have had to live through at all. My scars show pain and suffering, but they also show my will to survive. They're part of my history that'll always be there.

~ Cheryl Rainfield

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