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I told my sis that I am feeling Lil bit dizzy sometimes.

she said itโ€™s ok weโ€™ll meet the doctor soon.

so we went and she said was so shocking. She said you can be having a Tumour. I was shocked.

I underwent an MRI of the brain then. it was also a terrifying experience.

so the result cameโ€ฆI had a tumor.

we went to see an endocrinologist in Vedantaโ€ฆhe prescribed meds n all.

then I came back home.

overallโ€ฆmy health has not been good until now okay. I have gained 10 kgs of something of weight.

whenever I start working out, I feel sick, I get a fever, my energy levels dropdown.

people mock me. now family also says do workout do this do that, but who tell them I am unable to, if I were able to I would have started to do some good workout on my own and lose some weight.

no one even tries to understand me.

last I went out of the home was in dec in Gurgaon.

I am at home since then. IDK what to say or feel. lifeโ€™s bad.

not that bad I know, I thank god for so much he has given me and is still giving I know he loves me and he is with meโ€ฆbut I just feel lonely maybeโ€ฆI just feel people donโ€™t love me like before now. everyone keeps calling me negative, but no one tries to understand whyโ€ฆI donโ€™t think it is easy for a 21 yr old person to process all that has happened in the past year. for some, it might be easy, for me it is not. and I want to allow myself to cry and to be sad without any guilt Mann. if someone is not feeling good they donโ€™t even have the right to be sad in todayโ€™s world? People will start giving you tags of being toxic being negative.

my learnings-

everyone in this world is on their own, no one will care about you after a point. so, do whatever you wanna do keeping yourself in mind.

donโ€™t expect anything from anyone. everyone is selfish in todayโ€™s world.

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Dc @dc20

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You Are Strong ๐Ÿ’ช KEEP going You are Unique in Your own way. Dont just Need urself No one else.

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thankyou for your kind words

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Anonymous
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Hey,
glad to meet a unique person like you, in these kinds of situation, many tend to fail but you accepted in a good way. There is so much positivity in you just wanna say get well soon dude ๐Ÿ˜€

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Anonymous
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hey, thank youโ€ฆsomeone said that there is positivity in me after what feels like months. Felt good to hear :)

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