i thought the solution to my feelings could be found in another country. now i’m just sad and in france lol

You can come to India. We will together find solutions 😄😄

3am Thoughts

My days are going down like a meteorite , 0 productivity, no motivation whatsoever to workout, just laying down watching something, Even songs I love now seem irritating and I want to skip to the next and its no better, Cannot enjoy movies, war games seem soo...dry, just trying to enjoy something, but can't. Study is not even close in this scenario, I just try to do the push-ups anyways and I want to quit after the first one pains a little. I don't know man, am I depressed?😕

Overthinking

Mere sapno ki rani kab aayegi tu😭😭

Lonely

3 mahine ka college bacha hai guyss. Good thing or bad?

Education

So I've always known I like all genders, however not the same way, therefore making me bi.
Recently, or maybe not recently... I'm not sure how long it's been going through my mind
This is going to be confusing so I'm just going to say everything all together:
 I don't like dicks, or vaginas, yet I'm definitely not asexual.
At the same time, sometimes I want a dick, sometimes I want a vagina.
To clear up, I'm a cis female...or am I?
I really don't think I want to go through gender reconstruction surgery, but I'm also pretty sure I want to be a guy, although I'm not sure if that's actually what I want to be.
I think I'd prefer to go nonbinary, but can I have He/Him pronouns with that?
I know I lean naturally masculine, however I do enjoy femininity quite a bit as well, and I think I'd be a lot more comfortable displaying my feminine side if I identified as a man. Actually, that may be reversed, I think my feminine side might come out more as a consequence if I feel less pressured to act non masculinely as a woman because I'd be more comfortable with myself as a person.
Am I trying to make it harder on myself, or do I have desires that can only be realized in an idealistic society that has no restrictions or limitations for gender and sexuality?
I don't know, **but**
Can I have He/Him pronouns as a nonbinary person is really what I want to know. Honestly, somedays I might want to be called She/Her as well though...Would that be gender fluid then?
Yes I realize I probably could've just searched that up, but writing this out has helped me sort out my feelings in a way I didn't think it would.
Also if anyone has any advice for a baby gay it'd be appreciated because I'm getting anxiety from just thinking about dressing how I want... :)

LGBTQ

So i saw my crush after a longgggggg time today. Now i am happy. 

I am so shattered right now 
I just wanna go to a place and shout and cry


Anxiety

Is there Love or just Attraction?

Love

Ek jiwan shathi hona chahiye life me.
Bs ushi ke trash me .
 Nikla hu

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