I thought I was a strong person. But the lockdown has sort of uncovered those aspects of my being I never even thought about. Lost my husband 2 years back. I went through the stages of the grief. I thought I had resolved it all. But now, I find myself thinking about what could have been. I want the whole mundane thing of having a person.
I am sorry for your loss.
The quarantine seems endless. But it will be over before we know it. You will have a chance to meet people and start new relationships soon enough. Please don’t lose hope.