I thought about it now although cannot do sheet about it but just its been a long time since then and also has been heavily laying on me. Something sad happened to her last year on 12th March, and I was there to cheer her up virtually. Obviously, you’ll be sad for the next couple of days or even weeks. I texted her at night but she didn’t reply and then she replied next day after almost 16 hrs. So I tried talking to her without asking her how she was to not remind her about that thing but she seemed so uninterested, like the vibe seemed so off so I decided not to bother her by texting. I decided to let her have her space. I assumed that she’d get irritated if I keep bugging her about how she was feeling but then everything changed for me to so the distance just kept increasing. Now that I think about it, I did not handle the situation correctly. Even though I liked her a lot and she didn’t(most probably) but I should’ve been there for her, I don’t know I acted out of emotions and assumptions and pretty much f’ed even a little chance to get closer to her. So much to say but don’t how to say, I am afraid. Mostly she hates me now and doesn’t even know if I exist or not
She also has her birthday in a few days, I am confused if I should wish her or not
