I think prebooze should be an unofficial official thing. Or is it just me who can't dance sober?

Darshan 

I wish booze was that accessible. Imagine dancing in some random party in your uni.

The worst thing is they make you dance anyways and now my legs hurts.

Even I can't dance till I'm super drunk lol. We definitely need to normalize it😂

3am Thoughts

The world becomes transparent in between the line between the insticts and-
Time becomes loose around the deepness of our gazes then-
A truthful view
A scenery of the ruins slowly shines
Wishes, promises, all in my core disintigrate


Selfishness like outlieing your thoughts-
And at the expense of your own cost
Which you explain by your shackled bonds-
Truly selfish isn’t it?


Her and him and even you
Ah- why won’t you set me just won’t you
Even time unveils itself within its own
Neither does it lie, neither does it bloom
Setting everything aside from that though,
It has an end, so do you?



I have been feeling a little down lately, I have come up with some lyrics but I have a feeling that I will never be able to write good enough to consider making it into an actual song.

Music

Hangouts with drinks n dance without any kind of attachments 

Self Love

Words have been a part of my life
The harder I was pushed
More I was drawn to pieces
Started calling them my notes
As they showed me 
How I really wanted to live my life,
The longer the pieces 
Nights were peaceful
Sleep was easy.
But I was careful
Not to share them
They were pieces of my own self
How can I show it to someone else,
There you came along
With shining eyes,
A simple smile 
But trustworthy vibes
Making me wonder
Are you really mine
Should I show you my true self
Or just let you be in mysteries and lies,
With a little hope, I grabbed a pen
Wrote down some lines with rhymes
Wanting to give you a glimpse
Of what lies behind my dark eyes,
Afraid of what you would think of me
After knowing I'm just a broken soul
Covered with colorful masks and tapes
Leading a life with no goals,
You looked at me with some
Tears in your eyes
Read it whole 
And said with a whimsical smile,
I never thought
You could be 
A hopeless romantic
Someone like me.

Crush


*A song that surprisingly describes how I've been feeling lately, I finally feel my steps advancing, I feel like I'm finally living and doing what I want so this song is for me*


Wonderful- Makenzie Ziegler

Everyday I try a little harder than the one before
Every breath I take is a little deeper than yesterday
Every move I make is a little more intentional
And everyday I try a little harder than the one before
Everyday, everyday, everyday
Is better than yesterday
Everyday, everyday, everyday
I'm closer to wonderful
Everyday, everyday, everyday
I love to be meaningful
Everyday, everyday, everyday
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
Yesterday I fell a little deeper in my pain
Yesterday I saw through the clouds and the rain
I'm wanting to live a little more intentionally
Yesterday I found a missing part of me
Everyday, everyday, everyday
Is better than yesterday
Everyday, everyday, everyday
I'm closer to wonderful
Everyday, everyday, everyday
I love to be meaningful
Everyday, everyday, everyday
I'm closer to wonderful
You light the way for me
You light the way for me
You light the way for me
You light the way for me
To wonderful
Everyday, everyday, everyday
Is better than yesterday
Everyday, everyday, everyday
I'm closer to wonderful
Everyday, everyday, everyday
I love to be meaningful
Everyday, everyday, everyday
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
I'm closer to wonderful
Everyday, everyday, everyday, everyday
I'm closer to wonderful

I want to rip off your logic and make passionate sense to you. I want to ride in the swing of your hips. My fingers will dig in you like quotation marks, blazing your limbs into parts of speech. I want to whisper poetry into your mind and imprint love letters to your soul and dance with you in an empty white room of potential. Ink will flow through the fingertips of our tongues and the tongues of your fingertips will taste the words written on script. My heart with call out to yours and then we'll be joined as one, big, beautiful, lyrical monstrosity, tangled within each other's quotes and philosophies- the heavens will shout down to us and the galaxies will stir. In that one moment, our eyes will caress each others with the tenderness only star-crossed lovers can acquire. We'll lift off the ground into the enigma of the stars and discover the crevices of the world in which we've never dared touch before. The palms of our hands embrace and brazenness replaces apprehension. Together, we'll be invincible, we'll wake the universe, they will hear our silent cries, and, holding onto Saturn's mysterious rings, we will defy gravity.

Poetry

I am a dancer. Very recently I have been injured apparently because of wrong exercising technique, and I've been advised to stay off dancing for a long while especially steps where my knees are involved. But still I used to dance because it gave me immense satisfaction..I hope I heal soon..

Physical Health

Drown my sorrows in this bottle

Won't like wakin' up tomorrow

I'm the only one that cares about myself

And you don't need me like I need you

So if I go, maybe I'll free you

But I'll be lost, to tell the truth, I need your help

And even you can't fix my problems

Like you once did, I'm too hollow

I can't talk to you no more and I can't tell

If it's me or if it's you, 'cause

You don't even pick up my calls no more

I'm drunk and left alone with all my thoughts

So maybe, maybe I'm drivin' me crazy

Maybe it's me and it's not you

I'm not too good at admitting when I fuck up

But maybe, maybe it's you who could save me

I got love for you, but I hate me

So maybe there's no way to change me

So maybe, maybe I'm drivin' me crazy

Maybe it's me and it's not you

I'm not too good at admitting when I fuck up

But maybe, maybe it's you who could save me

I got love for you, but I hate me

So maybe there's no way to change me, yeah

No way that I'll ever change

So im down to lay next to my brain

I said I'm okay, but no way

It's more than I can take

And there's no one to blame but me

No need to wait for me

Why do you pick me up just to break me?

That's what you say to me

Why do you play with me?

You won't ever understand

So maybe, maybe I'm drivin' me crazy

Maybe it's me and it's not you

I'm not too good at admitting when I fuck up

But maybe, maybe it's you who could save me

I got love for you, but I hate me

So maybe there's no way to change me

So maybe, maybe I'm drivin' me crazy

Maybe it's me and it's not you

I'm not too good at admitting when I fuck up

But maybe, maybe it's you who could save me

I got love for you, but I hate me

So maybe there's no way to change me

Depression

What song will you dance on with your partner? 

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