I think my mummy loves to argue with me because I look like my dad !! 🤣

Mental therapy is expensive so i started  creating fake scenario in mind with her 

3am Thoughts

Perfection is always tough than creation.

It takes very less efforts to create something, but to make it presentable, it needs a lot of extra efforts.

Being into writing, I was able to write the book in 3 months, but to edit it, it has already taken 4 months and still not complete.

Books

Can we talk......👉👈

Love

I told my sis that I am feeling Lil bit dizzy sometimes.

she said it's ok we'll meet the doctor soon.

so we went and she said was so shocking. She said you can be having a Tumour. I was shocked.

I underwent an MRI of the brain then. it was also a terrifying experience.

so the result came.....I had a tumor.

we went to see an endocrinologist in Vedanta.....he prescribed meds n all.

then I came back home.

overall...my health has not been good until now okay. I have gained 10 kgs of something of weight.

whenever I start working out, I feel sick, I get a fever, my energy levels dropdown.

people mock me. now family also says do workout do this do that, but who tell them I am unable to, if I were able to I would have started to do some good workout on my own and lose some weight. 

no one even tries to understand me.

last I went out of the home was in dec in Gurgaon.

I am at home since then. IDK what to say or feel. life's bad.

not that bad I know,, I thank god for so much he has given me and is still giving I know he loves me and he is with me...but I just feel lonely maybe...I just feel people don't love me like before now. everyone keeps calling me negative, but no one tries to understand why...I don't think it is easy for a 21 yr old person to process all that has happened in the past year. for some, it might be easy, for me it is not. and I want to allow myself to cry and to be sad without any guilt Mann. if someone is not feeling good they don't even have the right to be sad in today's world? People will start giving you tags of being toxic being negative.

my learnings-

everyone in this world is on their own, no one will care about you after a point. so, do whatever you wanna do keeping yourself in mind.

don't expect anything from anyone. everyone is selfish in today's world.

You come to know your Ex is sad and his friends thinks its because of you. What will you do?

Breakup

I'm 17 year old girl, I used to think that I like guys but now I don't feel good around them, I feel good when I'm around girls like I do think that I can be with them forever but am scared that what if I'm a lesbo?
I'm confused cuz I don't feel any interest in guys and also I only think romantically about girls! What to do? How should I deal with it!!!!:(

LGBTQ

Bekarar karke hamein yun na jaiye
Aapko hamaari kasam laut aaiye

Music

A few days back I asked here that I am in love with my Best Friend. (I'm a guy) I asked that "my best friend and I are going somewhere out of the city to chill, I want to confess her my feelings but I'm scared". 

The replies gave me courage to tell her everything and guess what? She too confessed that she loves me. 
That was one of the beautiful moments in my life. We hugged each other tightly and all our stress from home and work just went away instantly. I wish we could stop time. 

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