i think my bf is slowly losing interest in me and the relationship is fading idk 

This is normal , to be honest it happens with everyone , it's human nature to get bored in usual things .

I think you are insecure about him. Just Think why do you love him.

3am Thoughts

Why is it that I'm obsessed with whatever I want? and Why are SO many people against my desires? "You should probably reconsider....." " You shouldn't have done that..." "You should have asked me because I'm the only one who has that kind of experience" " This subject and your choices don't seem to be very clear. Life is uncertain and I guess so are you... HA HA HA " 
 What is wrong with these people? Most of them sound like they missed a shot in their lives. 

It's so not nice to have these comments when you FINALLY BECOME SURE, after living in the dark for so long? 


Frustration

Don't be afraid to failure learn from it and keep going persistence is what create excellent 👍

Happy

I do cheer and I got kinda proud of myself for achieving something in the sport but then I put myself down not even ten minutes later bc I realized something I messed up on. I really am my worst enemy. Am I the only one who gives no self credit?

Depression

If karma really exists, why is the girl who tortured me like hell and got away with it, is enjoying it with the people who left me by believing her words and did not even ask me the truth. She is a devil and she gets to enjoy her life and I get to be sad and miserable and alone.

Cheating

Mp se h koi ?

Ek acche bacche ko is society ne depressed insan bna diya. Hasi aane lgi hai khud par ab. 

Life

You sometimes feel that, No one really cares about you anymore, One minute before they say they're here for you and another minute they're ignoring your message and like that convo didn't even happen.

Friends

So my parents raised me in a way that my mindset totally differs from other girls. In asia girls used to grew up with an idea that they're only a tool to provide for others they've no right to do something for themselves. One thought that is injected to their mind from their family from the day they open their eyes is "you're stranger to us a girl is someone's else's tool".
"Don't educate her at the end they only become someone's wife, mother teach her cooking, home chores" 
I am extremely sad for the mindset that they're living and yeah my family they had the same mindset currently i am facing a big problem standing at the road with 2 ways  undecided, unknown about the consequences. my family they're forcing me to get married even my sisters who are living in this modern society but with old and rust mindset. They're blackmailing me emotionally use sentence like "get married or you will get old in the corner of the house". "accept this proposal he have many options there are many beautiful girls who you think you are".
I am alone everyday i wake up seeing my world shattered in front of me but unable to do something my hands are tied up.
So after rejecting many proposals my family fixed my engagement without asking my opinion. It really hurts.
I can't change their mindset 
End of my story (my life)
Ugh i can't tolerate this anymore i have no one everyone left me my family is forcing me yh they always talk about my marriage ohhhh gosh i am fuckin dying 

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