I think life is not about how much succeeded in life its like how many times have you failed and went again up 

Umesh

But in the end u have to be successful or u will die a failure 

Failure

گرمیوں کی شام
بارش، رم جھم اور خوبصورت نظارہ


Meditation

I was having a good day today and then my father decided to talk to me. Now its a crappy day.

I am confused that should I call my ex as I didn't talked her for more than a year but now I guess I didn't moved on and still remember her sometimes. 🙃🙃

Relationships

I m going home after two years. I have become so used to living alone that I am very anxious about how am I going to conduct myself around people. 

Life

is it normal to feel worry free? To be honest i am full blown over thinker and past some few months or can say sometime now i have been going through depression in my life for several reasons. i use to cry my nights out every single time. they next day use to be they normal as i can expect but again the nights came and whole lot of things run in my mind. i use to feel to run away from my mind my thoughts but how to do that its inside me right..!! and i dont want to bother my mother with it because she is all i got. and i dont want her to be in any kind of thoughts keeping her worried about me as she has health issues. recently i have travelled to my mom in India and since i am back until my quarantine i was the same person crying out my eyes until they are swollen until i choke on my own thoughts my own breath. but as i have came to my same house my same walls my same pillow i feel empty without any same thoughts in me anylonger. i have no idea how it has happened to me, like is this how blank and empty and i dont know exactly how to express but it feels wired. its been 6 days i am back home to same surroundings same place but i feel way empty. its like all thoughts are silent in me. i dont have anything running around 24/7 in me  in my head. is it normal for this sudden change. should i feel thats normal to accept this situation? because belive me i begged my school mate who is close to me to help me to get me into this situation this place where i am now and every single time it failed horribly. i really dont understand how this has happend or what has happend as i am trying to figure it out but cant think of any. i mean is it NORMAL? please reach me out.

Overthinking

I have a confession about today and I just can't sleep coz of the guilt, even when I was exhausted.


So, today my colleague requested me to drop me to my place which is little far from from where he lives, I denied but he kept insisting so I said ok as we were late and maybe I would not have got the transport soon. But now I am feeling guilty of taking the drop.
We are friends  have hang out outside as well with our teammates. But now  I feel  I have done wrong. 

Work

Leave her or be with her no matter what the situation is? 

3am Thoughts

I haven't received my stipend and it's been more than 1 month... How to and where to complain abt it?

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