I think it's important to realize that no matter how good you are to people, it won't make them good to you.

Life

I told him what hurts me and he did it perfectly 

Breakup

My boyfriend just broke up with me and I tried everything possible to make him stay. But he wouldn't listen. I miss him so much 🥺

Boyfriend

Is it me or is everyone afraid about ending up being alone

Anxiety

Why I am the only person who has to compromise with everything in life. 

3am Thoughts

Is it only my relatives or people generally become extra demanding on their birthdays 😶😶

Anger Issues

How you handle your triggers of anxiety ?

I dont know whats happening in my life I had lost my job due to covid, then my marriage has fixed, we talked for 3 months then i came to know that he is not what he is showing outside, he is a freak, i canceled my marriage thankfuly my parents supported me, now iam again in the search of new job but the problem is i lost my job almost 8 months ago and now iam unable to find a new job because of the gap in my carrer as am in my early carrer stage just joined an mnc 1.9 years back, and to add to that i dont have much technical experience, i want to learn something concentrate on my carrer but i cant may be the breakup had affected my decision making skills, iam no longer confident on my self, i cant perfome well in any interviews, iam second guessing everything i do, ☹️☹️

My mom is not alive, and I had this ex gf and I really bonded with her mom well together as a motherly figure. So even after our breakup I continued talking to her mom and expressed my feelings and emotions I felt after she dumped me . So her mom said okkay I will talk to her and I agreed. Me and my ex had lot of fights even after our breakup saying mean things to each other . Now my ex gf is talking to me said "stop talking to my mom no I am not dating anyone but I am not saying yes to you either.we may or may not have a future together. I will decide after we meet first cos we have been separated for 6 months now and I don't know ur intentions. And please don't tell my mom I texted you. " 
I tried to deny meeting saying " can't I know my heart will break again if there is a no please tell me now.and if u are dating anyone please tell me I will move aside on my own. Cos if that's the case I know my heart will break again. That's why please tell me now" but she denied she is dating anyone . But I am not sure she is dating or not . 
P.s - her sister calls me bhaiya and she told me "I don't know she dating xyz(the guy she met few days ago) or not but she talks to him often and meet too and  has told mom that when time is right she will marry this xyz . 
When I asked my ex about this she denied saying "when did I say this to her ?" Which I pretty know for the fact that she's lying.  
I told her sister that she has asked me to meet she got surprised and told that "here at home mom is tensed between u and her and she has told mom that "she has nothing to do with me" 
What should I do from here ?
I am confused why she is doing this,on one hand she asked me to meet her and on other she tells to her mom behind my back she has nothing to do with me .
I am ready to move aside if she wants and also told her I don't wanna meet her cos I am protective about my feelings now .  So if it is a rejection tell me now honestly.i will move aside.
I don't know if she doesn't have to do anything with me as she says to her family why does she force me to meet her. And dont reject me now even if I offer her that option too that I will walk out own my own if u want. 
What should I do from here ? Trust her ? Build a report? Or just walk out? 

Sometime I feel like give up on her sometimes I feel likegive her benefit of doubt. 

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