i think im turning into my birth mother like i said i never would 

Addiction

what is happiness? i do want to feel it at least once... 

3am Thoughts

https://youtu.be/FIILsSmS_nA
3 am...🤷

Not much of a thought, just a question. There is this guy who got more beautiful/handsome over the lockdown, and Sometimes he is being nice to me by askin for things, and sometimes just ignore me. I am cute but a lil chubby (Bigger bod person as compared to petite girls) how can I ask him out?

Also, he's always been this conservative shy guy, who just stays in his group and doesnt talk with much girls. 

Adulting

This is my first time sharing about myself to others. I am trying this because I couldn't take it anymore nor could I tell everything to my closest people whom I think they are but I don't know, because they do not behave like they are. Before this, writing a dairy would have worked for me but not now. Because I have become so sensitive that even if someone jokingly asked what I am writing, I am feeling offended and disturbing my mood on that silly matter. See, I know it is a silly matter and I need not react in that way but I still can't bring myself to stop that behaviour of mine.

Conflict

Can somebody please talk to me? I am lost in my own delusions while simultaneously at a dead end in life, I just want to talk to somebody, nobody cares

Delusion

Hi,
So I don't know if I should share my feelings on a random platform. But here goes nothing!
I've never been in a relationship. Dated only one guy and that too only for a month. Have been going on dates with guys lately but I always end up being the only one generating feelings for the other. I'm tired and trying to enjoy my single life. But I guess I have past that stage. 

Just wanted to share this! :)

Self Esteem

Bhi bahut ekela fill kar raha hu🙂

Anxiety

I really want to get into research , like really badly. But I am afraid I don't have the the discipline for it. Everyone else in the field seems to be so much more drive than me. I am lost in my bad habits. I masturbate or eat all day or scroll Instagram and seriously can't get out of this.  Even now that I received an opportunity, I seem to be really fucking up because of me getting lost in my phone and masturbation.

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