I think i have Cushing syndrome. I have all the symptoms and signs of it my parents will never take me to a doctor also doctors here are not good they will probably diagnose me with something else. Sigh 

Its an app to connect with doctors. Not sure if you have it in Pakistan but do check. 

Oh sorry I did not know. But I guess if you try consulting a doctor and you tell them that you suspect it, they might do the proper tests cause the earlier you get it treated more the chances are to recover. I hope you get well soon. 

This is quite rare in India and generally requires being diagnosed and confirmed by the doctors. If you'll go to the doctor and tell them that you suspect it they'll definitely do the required tests and physically examine you. So consult a doctor. 

Physical Health

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Poetry

For the last couple of days, I have been drinking two whole bottles of Pepsi. ￼

Addiction

PEOPLE AREN'T HOMES

Child, why did no one ever teach you that you cannot turn people into homes?

People are rivers, ever changing, ever flowing. They will disappear with everything you put inside them.

Still,

your home does

have a heartbeat.

But it isn't one locked in anyone else's chest.

Just look inside your own.

Nikita Gill

3am Thoughts

Yes I'm the girl who put so much into a relationship just to get bare minimum

Breakup

I really want to get help for my anxiety. I find it very tough to work through my anxiety and have ruined my first semester because of it. My parents are planning to take my net away but that's okay. 
My anxiety used to be okay but it really came back with a vengeance during COVID 19. I haven't been able to sleep well in 8 months now, I felt really overwhelmed with all the new information about college and being unable to figure anything out and being stressed out  with online classes caused me to procrastinate on my work. I have not submitted any practicals and haven't been able to study for OBE exams as well. 

My parents are very hurt and angry with me. I understand that they want me to be successful but this is the time where my mental health is in a really bad and vulnerable state and I wish they would understand that. I am not excusing my behavior in any way. I know that I can and will do better because I want to.

I have taken a free session with a clinical psychologist but I am so impatient I really want it to happen and get the issue sorted out. I am also really anxious about my Stats Paper as I am really bad at Math and I only have a day to prepare for that.

I hope it all works out and it will be okay for me and my parents.

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