I survive day 1

Now deleting and hide photos of him. I don't want to remember him anymore.

Moving on Day1

Thank you so much , i ate delicious food 

Thank you so much, im planing to get busy on work, and more 

proud of you for surviving day1. Sending u positive n healing vibes

Workout your assoff n eat delicious food there's a ton of beautiful things to see n do ✨

You can do that .. keep this spirit throughout and keep yourself busy so that you can try not to remember. And yeah you can do this ❤️Lots of strength to you ❤️

Yeah that’s the best thing !! ❤️ warmest hugs to you ..!!

Breakup

Hey is there anybody who is taking antidepressant pills like me for years

Disorders

Today once again my mother lashed at me...I don't understand where  my fault is?sometimes I think she is right maybe I am making excuses ,maybe I am worthless..I remember once she told me it's better to be barren then to have a child like me ,I was only ten .At the age of 12 I was trying to commit suicide in the bathroom with a razor clamped in my hand . Still now I cut myself just to get releif somehow .mit kinda soothes my pain....I can't focus in my studies ,I get easily distracted and I do nothing productive almost everyday.I don't understand what is wrong with me ?. It's getting worse day by day and I don't know what to do.

Depression

Ye life coaches wagera kyu aaye h itte, dose anyone studies gut health that causes mental health? The most!

3am Thoughts

Everyday I ask myself why we didn't 
workout . We were so much in love .

So there is a guy who said he likes me so much and I know he did, that moment I was so scared and insecure so I just said let's just be friends because Deep down I know that I feel for him too and I don't want to lose him but I was just so scared. We were friends. I never ignored him or make him feel like he is not important but suddenly he acts weird, like I don't know,I feel like he started ignoring. I asked him ,does he don't want to talk to me anymore? but he denied and said no it's nothing like this I still like you . But whenever I get the courage to tell him that I like him too, before that he acts weirdly and I just can't tell him how I feel for him . And it's been 4days I feel he is not the same as before and it's hurt so much, I know somewhere it's my fault that I didn't accept his proposal but I just want to know him  more and wants him to know me more before started a relationship. But I think he just don't understand me. What should I do now should I tell him my feelings for him or should I let him go.... Because it's hurts so bad and I don't know what to do.. He said he likes me for 2 years I don't know that before but if he really likes me for 2 years how can he just gave up in just 2 months....

Love

They all made it, all the friends I've made along the way, and I'm proud of every one of them. They all moved on with their lives, and truly recovered from their mental illnesses. I haven't, I haven't made it, I've been trying so hard to get better to make something of myself, but my illness has stuck around and no matter how hard I try I end up in the same dark place. I dont know how to live, I don't know how to heal.

Mental Illness

Janab , ek baat bolu , jo maza safar mein hai vo manzil mein nahi milega , 
Trust The Process 

I have been with this guy for about 4 months. He is 7 years younger to me and we started of as good friends and we eventually got attracted to each other as we started spending more time together (I was at my maternal grandparents’ village from 3 months and he was the only friend I had).
He is still in touch with his ex but assures me that their break up was in good terms and they are just very good friends now and I have nothing to worry about and to trust him. But, whenever the said ex is in town I feel his energy shift and it’s difficult to get hold of him and he keeps his phone switched off and he doesn’t explain himself if I asked him if he was spending time with him. I want to leave all these drama behind and move on but again I start thinking about what if I’m overthinking and he is doing nothing wrong behind my back. It’s driving me nuts and I’m not able to concentrate on anything and I’m hating the current version of myself. (Btw, we are in different cities as of now)

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