I still think about it…
I still feel him
Everything i lay down i feel his weight on me on that bathroom floor
As much as I try to ignore the it
It’s destroying me
I can’t do this anymore
I feel so guilty, and shameful
I feel so dirty and disgusting
And he even jokes about it
“I r*ped that b!tch named [my name]”
and they LAUGH about it
It’s been four months
He’s in 3 out of 6 of my classes and in two of those classes he sits next to me
His stupid smug smile
His stupid face in general
I wanna punch him
But i’m terrified of him because he theratens to do it again
And expose the @buse that happens at home and get me sent away
He has a grip on me
He could do it again if he wanted to
I’m even terrified to go to school
i just wanna be free that’s all i want
Lexi @annac_14856
well the thing i’d advise u to do is to call the police and tell them everything
I can’t-- what if they don’t believe me? what if no one believes me? this happened in december
Lexi @annac_14856
I beleive you! want to connect?
Harsh Dhakan @harshvardhan
I’d suggest you try and get help from someone older. Maybe your brother or your dad. You must get someone older involved and tell them everything. This will literally crush you. If you won’t say anything, he might do it with someone else too.
My brother is no where to be found and my dad won’t care. he’s the same way so i have no one
Harsh Dhakan @harshvardhan
I’d request you to please don’t let him go away with this. Can you share this with your mom ? She must support you.
My mom…isn’t alive so that won’t do any good. I can’t go to the school either because they’ll cover it up
Harsh Dhakan @harshvardhan
I’m really sorry for your loss. Then you must take this to the NGO or you can find such groups on Facebook or IG. There are such groups on social media of people who’ve had a similar experience. You must share this with someone in authority. It needs to come out. And trust me you’ll feel so much confident once you come out of this.
