I still lie down, face towards my right with my eyes closed, imagine you’re next to me, and sleep.

I’m not sure how long can I fool my heart.  


3am Thoughts

I wanted to go for a movie since the past two weeks but my boyfriend and my friends are always busy. I don’t like going out alone and now I feel no one value’s me. 

Boyfriend

Watched almost every single movie from geners i love.
Criteria was Imdb ratings more than 5-6.
Started it 5 years ago now i watch movies on daily basis - 50 % time i repeat movies. 

How can i stop this & also how can i use this time to read something? Any thoughts other then ((only you can do it)...

Mental Wellbeing

My mum feels as if i don't appreciate her. I really do, she does everything for me and would give me the world. She almost started crying. I also picked flowers and she saw them  and she asked who they were for and i said a teacher but not for her it's for a project and i feel so bad:((
WHUT DO I DO?!?!?!?!?

I am sad 

I want to change my life in two months, but family's pressure and society's standards are holding me back.

Life

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
-Fix You
I know its just the lyrics of a song but it hits me 😔
I spend a lot of time doing my very best to have it but, WHY? it's still not enough?
I really need it!

Success

I don’t want to be at the mercy of my emotions. I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.....

Friends

Does any organisation or councillors provide free telephone counselling…!??
I desperately need to be treated, I am getting worst day by day. And cannot afford to go for paid session…

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