*"I still believe, even though it’s unbelievable:
To lose your path
Is the way to find that path."*
~BTS {Lost , 2016}

Quotes

In covid time i have excessive hairfall which turns me into bald as i m just 22 . Which results in low self esteem i found myself hard to communicate someone , to express myself, to think about doing commitment. Caz this kinda personality i never think of. 

Anxiety

Hmm kinda thing about something... like every one want to become something like doctor...or IAS or IPS...etc but does they really give us happiness? When we finally achieve them would you guys really think thats what we wanted??does this really make us happy?? I am confused.

Career

Feeling lonley :(

Depression

Just talked to my friends. I missed them and after hearing about the situations they’re in, I feel terrible. One is mentally great but physically doesn’t look good, one is physically good but mentally at the lowest levels at times, one became an alcoholic because of personal problems, one barely eats and got really skinny, one became ignored by everyone else because no one really told him about how he really makes others uncomfortable, one is an adult but could not handle them well, and one snuck cigarettes. My friends, what have they all become? I suddenly wanted to cry my eyes out. They’re all nice people but their surroundings are what made them into these individuals. I just want to give them a big warm hug. What can I do when I am abroad, studying, half of the world away? At the end of the day, they’re like my family. We take care of each other. We only studied in the same class for 3 years but it felt like decades since we’ve known each other. I don’t know what to do and I love them, I care for them deeply even if they were mean to me. Regardless, they’re people I can never hate. 

Friends

Well me and my mom are in a relationship. I need help with her 

Relationships

Why I compare my life with others subconsciously. I don't understand that why and then later on I get miserable and lose hope guys please tell me how should I stop this.

3am Thoughts

Okay so its my first time sharing here and i need thoughts on this :D
Soo i have a crush on this boy from may 2022 till now which is sept 2022. So the guy...well idk he is a software developer and claims to be busy the whole day, but wheneve, literally whenever i ask him what did he do he say's he was out chilling with his friends. And no i dont ask him why didnt he reply to me cause obviously we aren't a thing BUTTTTT a few days ago we were chatting and the phrase 'future-wife-to-be' popped up in our conversation and i kinda had a feeling this guy likes someone so i asked if he had anyone in mind and.. he said yes now a  day before yesterday i asked him how his girl is doing and he replies with an 'idk' so i asked him to go ask her 
And he asks me ...... Then he avoids actually saying 'i like you' so i did it.... Yes i told him  that i've had a crush on him i basically said 'i like you more than i actually planned' and he said it back like 'i like you more than i actually planned too'  but now he only texts me twice a day :( and doesnt even gives an explanation on why was he  not replying to my text and cmon that's not how you treat a girl you like right??? I wanna know what is wrong is he like not interested in me???? Or its just something else??

Confusion

I am 30 years old and i feel sooo lost in life... I FEEL like i havent done anything with my life. I feel Like I have lost myself in last 6 years and had every mind issues and situations in life and now I feel like I cant do anything as if life is over and everyone is ahead. I am Zero and everything is messed up In my life everything

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