I sometimes act like I donβt care, but I actually care. I act like I wasnβt hurt, but I am hurt. I easily share my thoughts, but sometimes I canβt. Sometimes, I feel really sad and worthless, but sometimes I do not feel it, I canβt feel anything. I tried forgetting and escaping my reality by imagining and daydreaming but Iβm always failing. I want to please everyone, but sometimes I donβt want to. I want to go out with friends too, but Iβm too lazy to do so. I always wonder if I really have friends or people who likes me. I feel like everyone doesnβt like me. I am easily misunderstood. What is this?
when I was reading I felt that you are talking about me each word match me what I feel the same this way what is this? idk am I handling this well or not but now one thing I know no one like or some like doesnβt matter at all first thing I need to do love myself thatβs it and be myself not a person which fits in that be myself doesnβt matter what they would say good or bad wonβt matter at all.