I somehow feel like I'm not completely over my breakup. We don't talk now, but a lot of things remind me of him and I somehow can't let go of that. 

it will take time but everything ill be in place! more power to you

This fall in place. Time is the greatest of healers. 

Relationships

I broke a fundamental rule of hermetic philosophy and found myself caught in a labyrinth of thought… don’t relate to the unknowable… be someone; anyone but the god you can imagine.

Books

It's very hard nowadays to find people who can truly understands your emotions and your feelings.we often trust wrong ones....people are busy with their stuff so why should they listen to you...it hurts when you do your 100% to make them happy, you care like hell and in return you you got 0% of that
Why?
i think it's better to feel lonely rather than expecting people to pamper you they way you pamper them,the way you love them,the way you understands them. 
It's totally ok to be lonely.


Lonely

I wanna find MY TYPE .🙃


Friends

One  moment you are can be laughing and enjoying life then the next you feel you chest hurting and tears falling down, like you can breathe. The  feeling of screaming but no one can hear you. When  you wished you would push people away because you are scared of what they would think of you having anxiety. Growing up in a household where mental health is taboo and you can just fake a smile but inside you are burning in flames...

Anxiety

Do you believe in soulmates???
Random a guy pops out of nowhere. 
Complete stranger still I feel I have connection with him . 

Day 121 of writing journal entries.

I was little more tired today than I usually am, but it wasn’t a bad day! It was kind of a lazy day, most of my days are lazy days- but it was a lazier day today. 😂

I have youth group tomorrow, which I’m excited for since I didn’t get to go last week. 

I’ve also noticed that my mood is usually the same, it’s what I call a “fragile contentment,” meaning I feel okay but if someone did something to upset me, even if it was small, it would probably ruin my mood. Same thing the other way around though, one small compliment, could make my whole day, and make me feel unstoppable. Most of the time though I’m in a neutral state of “fragile contentment” because I don’t spend much time around people, and the people I do spend time with (my family) like to make my life miserable… so yeah… but today was good day, so it’s alright.

Personal Growth

Nahin saamne tu 🎶 >>>>>>>> 
🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻


(Movie - Taal) 
By A r rahman !


Music

I'm getting mad around some person. 
So desperate to save the relationship that On afraid but I might loose them. Our relationship is going through a very strange period. I don't wanna loose her. I love her. But lately things aren't same. 
Please please help me to fix things. 

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