I slept with my friendβs wife, I havenβt met him or her since then, and he thinks that weβre not meeting because I moved out of the country, but the fact of the matter is, that I moved because I was ashamed of myself and what I did, I canβt talk to him and I hate myself for it, she came to my room one night and seduced me into it, back then I was in college, a virgin and I thought this would be cool, but I was so wrong, the pain that this leaves behind is huge.