I sent the text even when logically I shouldn’t have. Maybe my relationship is over, I don’t know. I gave in 6 years of my life and this is what it came to? It hurts, a lot. I never got the reply, I don’t think I ever will. This is the only thing I had and now even that’s gone. And how sad is it that I don’t even have friends to fall back on, just here,speaking my heart out anonymously. I really really want to scream my lungs out and cry. 

Anuja Anusikha

Just cry if you want cry loud bit dtop after that and block the person and disconnect from everywhere and start love yourself. You are more than worthy who much deserve better .

Sorrrry to hear it but it will be fine with time.

Breakup

Hi 
I'm a girl, I wouldn't like to share my name or any details but I've been facing something really bad since i was 7. My own **brother**, who was 8 that time, started **sexually** **abusing** me, as I was a child he **threatened** me so that I couldn't say anything to anyone. He **raped** **me** many times, like really I, I'm feeling like I should die 
Even 2-3 months ago, he tried to  strangled me while he lose his control when I push him back while arguing but then he realized that parents were downstairs so he left me 
I tried to tell my mother but she went angry on me, like I didn't told her anything clearly but only that, he chocked me 
Now as I didn't succeed in telling anyone else, now I'm deciding to kill me and also I'm weak enough that I can't even die, I need help
Thankyou:)

Emotional Abuse

Scrolling on Instagram came across a video of Taylor Swift where she said that you have different versions of yourself for different people, different versions at work 
Different versions in front of family, friends and so on....and that's so true because we truly are shapeshifter we show our best to worst version to different people🌻


Mindfulness

Wanna talk to different people 

I feel like I'm in paradise bas ye macchar bhot tang karte hai ... 

3am Thoughts

I’m feeling lost.
I just feel like I’m going through life aimlessly and don’t know what I’m meant to do to the point where I often think why I even continue to live anymore.
I go day to day with not much going for myself, I work a job that I though would be my dream job but actually gives me the same feeling as all my past employment opportunities leaving me feeling useless and not contributing to society at all. I struggle to find love and a relationship and when I do I get used and tossed aside leaving me heartbroken and worthless. I think I have a few friends but the only talk to me when I have something of use to them likewise with my family.
Everyday feels the same in a never ending cycle and honestly one day soon I think I might lose this “battle” and just choose to end this pointless existence of mine.

Suicidal Ideation

My ex was always absent when i planned to meet she used to say “dekhte hai,Wednesday ko plan aaj kaise bata de” and it happened every week. Even she lived 2 kms away from my home. 
And i always felt sad and dissatisfied and disappointed. 
And i always came with this point whenever we argued on the topic. 
Am i guilt tripping her ? 

So no one told you life was gonna be this way
Your job's a joke, you're broke
Your love life's DOA
It's like you're always stuck in second gear
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month
Or even your year, but
..
.
.
I'll be there for you... 
Relatable right now 
Any FRIENDS fan here?

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