I see people ( and myself too) failing in love in careers in life but r still able to manage themselves .. Life is so toughhhh 😪 full of competitions full of challenges full of difficult paths with very few  moments to celebrate ... Pls god give me strength to face allllllllll this ... Tired of fighting with life  but I have tooo bcoz zindagi mile h toh jeena he padega jabh tak marr na jaye 


Exhausted

We gave our lil pet to someone else..hating myself and my parents now... Want him back😖.. I don't know whether he'll adjust there or not.. Whether they look after him or not

Bulimia Nervosa

I m confused abt my feelings, there are many crisis going in my mind. My partner is cheating on me. The way he treated me previously is not the same he treats me now. Even my there are issues going at home. I m feeling so lonely and depressed day by day. No hopes to greater life. Every day passes in tension sometimes I sleep with the thought that it would be better if I don't see next morning.

Depression

The biggest compliment a guy ever gave me was that I am not an easy girl and this made me realize that I should higher my standards even more cuz what's easy ain't worth it and no one deserves me😘

Quotes

Fights over money can end your relationship. 

Relationships

Please help me I am talking to a girl from past 3 month I talked to her because I don't have any friend and she belong to same stream as me because we both preparing for UPSC.. I only want to focus on my career and I don't want any relationship or something because that will be my distraction also, and I am not good in relationship... But she had send me once that she got attached to me but I somehow managed to avoid talking like it that... But today she clearly said and want my answer she is not stopping she said she like me , and want to live with me... Belongs to a different religion different place... I don't want to be in any kind of relationship or commitment because I have to focus on my career that is the only goal I have in my life but I also don't hunt to lose a good friend... I mean because she belong to the same stream i can talk and share everything with her.... I was kind of depresed and sad but talking to her made me district from that feeling but now if I reject her proposal I will surely lose her and I am sure those feeling of anxiety will come... What should I do what should be my move I have to focus on my career that should be my priority... I already failed to become a doctor and get government seat and now I finally decided to go for UPSC my goal is big that's why I never talk or approached any girl or anyone in that way of relationship I talked her because she also preparing for UPSC and go tu coaching institute so I can ask her for some lectures and book coaching materials but she wants to live with me she like me I am so when you was should I do if I agent I will lose her and my anxiety will come if I say yes then we will not have any future because we both belongs to a different religion.. and my preparation will suffer...

Anxiety

Felt like sharing



You have gone through much but not as much as your father.
Yesterday 21August mom messaged me everyone is sick at home bhaiya papa and mumma.
When I reached home all were sick but keep doing fine mummy just wanted to meet and see me I guess.
Mummy told me papa beemar the kyunki unke mann mein tau se hui baat baith gyi thi...
Papa ne apna room bechne ki kaha toh tau ne kaha tera kuch hai hi nhin aur bhi baat bdh gyi..papa ko bhut bura lga unhn kbhi support nhin mila ghar se humesha se woh khud k dum pr rhe hn...
Khud hi kaam seekha aur kaam krne k liye bhi koi help nhin mili akele apni mehnat se humein pala..
Humesha tau ki izzat kri aur madad kri har condition mein mgr iss baat se unka dil tut gya.
Papa akele akele sehte rehte hn btate bhi nhin hn

Mujhe ye condition bdlni h mein papa k hr sacrifice ko prove krke dikhaunga ...Papa ko girne nhin dunga jo bhi log hnste hn unse upr le ja kr dikhaunga papa ko...
Agr paisa hi sbkuch h toh itna paisa kamaunga jitna kisi ne na kamaya ho itni izzat kamaunga jo papa deserve krte hn..

Papa I will not let you down..
All your pains are my motivation....
...


Stay true to your words...
You have to do it...
Don't let him down make your parents smile proud





One more thing 
Its 6jan 2023 tau suffering from mouth infection and cancer maybe 
He is at our home for few days...
Papa unki khub seva kr rhe hn ...
Papa ne kaha
Jaise bhi sahi woh bde bhai hn, baap jaise hn,
Maaf krna seekho




Love u papa ❤️

Affirmations

Does it ever feel to you that if the relationship breaks you would not be missed by your partner and it doesn't matter to them as much as it means to you?

Badly need to cry my guts out and someone to hug. .. feels like the world is ending for me.  One should never invest all emotions blindly. 

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