I see girls average looking are dating hot guys and I’m still single but I don’t wanna settle for a so called boyfriend and show others when the right time will come I will meet the right person x.

Yes absolutely! Never rush in matters of love and relationships. They could have drastic consequences haha

Relationships

I may look normal but I am that Pk character, at the wrong place. I look around, it Feels all alone in this damn 8 billion people world. I cry almost everyday, just surviving everyday. Waiting that might be, one day I will be fine. Tried almost everything, exercise, yoga, healthy eating, going out, venting etc. Nothing feels good. It feels all hollow inside. Lost somewhere, like I am finding something, don't even know what. But Nothing is mine, nor I am anything. Wanting to die completely, not everyday, but can't. Want to live atleast once before I die, but how? Where do I go? Living hurts, it's painful. I see all around, it's only me. Alone in the crowd. Why don't I deserve to be happy? Or feel good? Will I ever know what did I do wrong? Or was my birth only not meant to be? 
On the other hand, it's a pressure of building a life, giving back to parents, instead of making them proud, failed them. I don't even know why even I am born a female, I am nothing, a living mediocre. It's frustrating and it hurts

Lonely

Don't let other people put labels on you. 
Failing an exam doesn't make you unintelligent.
Failing at a  sport doesn't make you unfit.
Failing an interview doesn't make you incompetent.
Failing at one business doesn't make you a failure. 
Fail, but don't give up. 
Fall seven times, get up eight. 
You can't swim the waters and you think you're a failure,
But my friend, you forgot,  you were born to conquer the sky.

Personal Growth

I need a tattoo. Or haircolor. Or a solo travel. My life can't keep being this way.

Adulting

The words we speak becomes the house we live in. Just a gentle reminder to speak kinder words :)

Gratitude

Hey, I just had a question.
Um... so these are my grades for my classes right now are these okay?

Honors Algebra II   97%
Honors Biology       97%
Honors English I    104%
Health                    97%
AP Human Geo      94%
Spanish I               107%


School

I haven't seen my best friend and one of the most important people in my life in years and all because of covid. One of them lives now in another town, not too far from here but still because I'm busy with school, we both are, we can't see each other often so we've only got to meet a few times in the past two years. I tried to get my mom to switch schools and move to the school they go to so we can be together but she refused to and i was never really able to tell her why this was very important to me, now we've both graduated and i feel like we've grown apart, I don't want to lose them. The other one lives in the other side of the world, I was supposed to travel to see him on the summer of 2020 but the situation made it impossible, I thought this summer I'd finally be able to but I can't, there's still a 7-day quarantine in his country and I can't afford it. I don't know what to do anymore, i wasn't even supposed to be living here, i feel like I'm stuck while everyone is continuing to live their life normally. Talking through a phone, being separated by a screen all the time, seeing each other's faces but not being able to hug, it feels weird even tho I should be used to it by now. + he's kind of going through some things rn and i hate not being able to be there for him . It's been days since we last talked and I'm not taking their absence very well, I'm this close to booking a flight and flying to them with no plan. Would that be too crazy???  cuz I'm actually about to do it, I haven't told him yet but I've been thinking about it.

Long Distance Relationship

Anyone up?! Long lonely nights haunting your girl again guys. 🙂

3am Thoughts

If your gf/bf lied about their family something like family status maybe they were embarrassed or it was a genuine mistake they did. And you are in realtionship for long time and they tell you truth now and they are really guilty and you really love them . Will you forgive them or breakup over this?

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts