I secured two govt job but I was going through a lot mentally and physical health is really bad, not for now, but for a long time and ptsd and what not. Like I was really at the bottom, in pain , so I let go of the jobs and decided to focus on myself instead. Because I have before chosen career over my health and me and then everything came crashing down. Thats why I decided to treat my trauma and myself first, take a break from everything and then worry about career.
Somehow my family came to know about my decision and they are making me feel guilty abt everything. I told them that I am not ok and I can’t and dont want to go on like this. I want to get better myself first. I am 23 yr old with depression, anxiety, body dysmorphia, ptsd and maybe eating disorder. I only weigh 33 kg for my age. So you can understand what I talking about.
Was my decision wrong. I know its difficult to get govt job these days I understand but I am so fucked up
Why do you wanna know my name? Is that important here
Ajay Yadav @young24
No not important just trying to divert ur mood
