I saw this beautiful girl on the metro today. I don't mean to say this in a creepy way. But just the way she smiled, the way she laughed. So beautiful and so pure. It's so sad that I might never see her again!

Relationships

As i have driven my life in such way, whatever i will do will be insignificant, nothing is gonna be so remarkable, 
But i have to do it anyway.
I have to be selfless, 
I shouldn’t keep daydreaming about perfect life, I don’t deserve it, i know it, i know what sins i have done, taking things for granted just to have a relaxed and chill moments, slept way more than I should. I literally took every single person in my life for granted, even my own self.
I have had hurt people more than i can ever feel or imagine.
I just messed up every precious thing for no reasonable amount of value(time,respect,money)

3am Thoughts

Kabhi kabhi lgta hai mere breakup ke baad mere communication  skills aur flirting skills jaa chuki hai 🙂🐢

Breakup

I feel an inexplicable emptiness 

I'm tired from this all:(

Depression

Day 214 of writing journal entries.

Today was a good day! I spent some of it at the church where I did some Bible studying and played games with my little brother. After that we went out to lunch at Dairy Queen with my grandpa. I’m grateful that I have been blessed with a happy life. 

The rest of my day was spent chilling at home, which is always nice! I’m excited for the days to come. The future is coming faster than I realize it at times, I’m going into high school in a month. I honestly can’t wait for the future, but of course I’m going to make sure to savor every moment of time that I have now.

I hope everyone is doing well! Peace be with you.

Personal Growth

Do you think someone will ever fall in love or will I ever find my true love?

Suggest me some interesting and entertaining movie 
To get rid of my boredom

Anxiety

I don't want to kill myself but I don't want to live either. I don't know if that makes any sense.

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