I regrate being alive, I want to scream at the top of my lungs and let all my pain go away...

It’s okay I used to feel like this and I promise it goes away, sometimes you go numb, but as each day passes it will get better. Please never give up

Heyy!!

I just wanna give you a big virtual hug and tell you that everything is gonna be alright! 

Take Care!

How to make number ONE disappear?







Just add G before and it's GONE

Happy

Sometimes I don't find the purpose of my life and I am feeling the worst today.

Everything feels so unlight. No hope of a ray at all. I have started losing interest in everything that I always wanted to do.
I don't want to be negative but there is nothing positive I can think of. My business is not happening, I am losing my savings. Everything is going against the plan. I don't have friends whom I can talk to, also I don't want anyone to know about me, I feel I might give them a bad vibe. Meanwhile, my relationship is falling apart, it's on the edge. I am super disturbed.

I want to go in a deep sleep.

TIRED!

Adulting

Sea never gives you second chance,
Cause first one can be deadly. 

#navylife #firstpost

Long Distance Relationship

I feeling terrible sometimes but I'm also have a good side which is also sometimes devils I guess 😅 idk it's random though HAHA LOL

Love

I keep having this recurring feeling of worthlessness.. and it comes out of nowhere like I will be out having a good time and something will trigger a negative response so bad that I am immediately pulled in this never ending feeling of being unworthy, that people keep me in their life just for the sake of it, I am not good enough for anything and I don't deserve to be loved. Because if the constant fear of people eventually abandoning me one day, I feel like just leaving everyone and going somewhere far away. I have had suicidal thoughts in the past but I have made myself stronger than before. N for a decent amount of time I thought it was over. But there it was again yesterday when those negative emotions came rushing back all of a sudden making me feel like I am drowning into this never ending hole of self hate. 

I cant do it anymore
Fomo is going to kill me
Idk why god does not want me to enjoy
All hard things are for me 
Why meeee alwaysssss???
Why meee???

Exhausted

I just want to end this I am so done with everything and everyone 

Depression

I feel guilty about wasting time and the end up more time thinking about the time i wasted!.. Frustration!

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