Rex Wrter @gaeds
I recently started to realize that I want to embrace what I want to be in the future and dedicate myself and my actions to become the person I see myself become. I don’t know if I am happy or not but, at least the feeling of being left out when people talk about irrelevant things is fading away. I truly don’t care, mostly because I don’t want to waste my time. I met people who pursue what I want to pursue, and they all seemed to have sacrificed things to reach their goals. Whether that be entertainment, time, other things they did in the past, etc. Now I understand. I have sacrificed mine and it has been painful. But now that I am dedicated to studying, every question I get right on a test is a reward for me. I feel closer to the dream I have. After the highschool entrance exam (the exam I am studying for at the moment) I will have singing classes and I will do my best to become a better singer. Not for people to listen to me. To be satisfied with myself and not for other people to be satisfied with me.