I really want to kill mysef, I just donโt think I can handle the pressure anymore
hold onโฆwhats bothering you???
I feel like all of my friends treat me like I donโt exist and the just wouldโt mind if I wasnโt here, Iโm starting highschool this year so I just know m family and teacher really require good resuts on the exam on me (Iโm foreign and at the end of middle school and later hight school we have to write an exam that decides if we pass the school, I hope you ow what I mean) and also that I will choose the right school. I donโt know if I can handle the future, living on my own, having responsibilities. It just scares me The quaranine and the fact we had to write it now doesnโt help either.
dear lets go back when you were small I mean real small when you were a baby you could not walk luckily there was no one to tell that baby that she couldnโt walk and the baby walked and runโฆnow you are a little grown up and you start telling yourself all these. Stop underestimating yourself. Take responsibility of your grades and study and keep it in mind you can only try your best result is not in your hand. In this world a lot good is done by people who couldnโt perform at school. When time will come your will rockโฆtrust me๐
And off-course people care for you not everyone is able to show. I care for you
Maybe youโre right. I canโt really talk about these things with my family or friends, I just donโt feel comfortable enough to do that so hearing that someone accualy believes in you isโฆ nice. Thank you for taking your time and caring about me
If thereโs anything you want to share thatโs on your mind. Please donโt hesitate to. Iโm here to listen.
I responded to the previous coment, I hope thatโs ok
i dont know whats your age, but i know one thing for sure that you still havenโt lived the best days of your life. The best days are yet to arrive bud, all this will end eventually and i know it must be really tough for you right now, but happiness is around the corner. just hang in there.
Thank you for saying that, I just donโt know how to cope with my problems and I feel so invible among my friends. Also, Iโm 15
15 wowww,
you have the world in front you, dont think about killing yourself because whatever youโre going through right now is nothing compared to what great things youโll see in life ahead,just hang in there sunshine is around the corner.