I really wanna commit suicide right now.. but I can't because I'm muslim and I'll go to hell for it 

I believe in Allah but I don't believe in me

U are thinking right!! Please don't do thisssss. believe in ALLAH

3am Thoughts

Why people think if i  live with my family every thing is happy and nice with me ? The hard part is when you live with your family is to hide emotions. You want someone to ask how are you how was your day but not your family bc they will till the very end. 

All emotions are mixed up. Hopefully someone get it. 

Family

I'm most likely suffering from a binge-eating disorder (according to my psychologist - who I've been talking about my food situation). 

I feel that it's not always talked about when eating disorders come into mention, like whenever someone mentions an ed everyone only ever talks to it like if it was anorexia. I know that every ed deserves it's awareness but all over tik tok for example, when someone shows an ed, it's anorexia, or bulimia. 

I feel like Binge eating isn't talked about enough 

It makes me feel like it's less of a problem or an issue that people deal with, makes me kind of sad

Deepak motwani!! U will die a terrible and miserable death. 

Loser!! For all that you have done to the numerous girls and spoilt their lives, you will die a very bad and horrible death. I pray that for you. 

Anger Issues

Let's talk if you think your crush/partner isn't interested in you or u feel like you're not important to them

Lonely

So, basically I'm a 20y.o. boy, got a job like a month ago. I have been practicing ballroom dancing for like 6 years now. And I dance with girl, and oh man..., She is so wonderful, she is like a walking source of positive energy, has suck a beautiful smile, is funny and retarded just like me 🤣. I might be having the shittiest day, but when I arrive at the training, she never fails to put a smile on my face. And we are good friends, at least I think so. We don't talk much outside dancing. I have like the biggest crush on her, and that scares me so much. Because I never had any luck in love. And I wish I could tell her how I feel about her, but I'm so afraid to mess what we already have, because that might not just our friendship, but the partnership in dancing too, and I highly doubt I could find someone that is at least a bit as good as she is. I really like her. But I don't know what to do, I feel lost and afraid. I wish I could just have her to hold me in her arms.... I don't think she has any ideia how I feel

Crush

I don't know what to do with my thoughts. I loved this guy, got married to him and now I can't feel his love. There is a sudden loss of love. I have been working since 2014 till now and have never took a single penny from my parents for any of my needs. I was not sure if I would have ever felt okay with dowry or exchange of gifts, money and other things in concept of marriage but all this happened and I was okay till all this came out of my pocket. My father was earning so well before demonetization but our lives took a drastic hit when this situation came up. I always wanted to have a fairy tale wedding, not the part where my in laws be treated with gifts, money and what not but a wedding where me and my dreams come up true. Eventually, when the day of my wedding arrived, my father was out of every policy, every penny he had and I was under a loan of 3 lakhs other than my salary of 6 months. I told everything to my guy whom I loved but I think it wasn't in his control or in his mind to hold onto the aspirations of his mother and himself in regards to the marriage. We got married in spiteful times of corona and hence things went awry. I never thought of it, when I was getting married that.....I will fall out of love from this guy. I even liked his mother a lot before our marriage but with passing time, things took a turn and now I do not feel love for any of them. I spoke to my parents about my issues and my husband never came to get me back from my house. I was having sleepless nights, pain in chest because of what was happening, so when he came I decided to give my marriage a refreshing turn and wanted to make this all great again. I thought maybe now my husband will listen to all I have to say or he won't keep on blaming me or my parents for things that went bad but things might never change. From  the day I am married to him, I am feeling alone in this relationship and it always keeps on pushing me towards the suicidal thoughts. I don't want to be here or at my parents home, I wanna run away to a distant place where no one knows me, I just don't wanna be in this marriage or have pain that surrounds it. Constant checking of phone for message, call or a love text makes me agitated. I never wanted to talk about my issues with anyone because "ghar ki ijjat" but I did and now I understand that it doesn't make any difference to talk about the issues with anyone. I seriously wanna die because that seems like the easy way to get rid of these issues.

I can handle pressure at work but I am not able to handle this stupid pain that I constantly feel in my chest. I am stuck with nowhere to go. My mind and my heart are telling two different things and I can't choose between them. I wish I would have never fell in love. Love comes with huge amount of pain.☹️

Relationships

The amount of security a simple tight hug provides is incredible 

Happy

So im 25 year old girl and my parents are worried no one ever gonna marry me bcz i have some hair issues( related to alopecia) so i have short hair and I don't actually care at this point of my life but my reletive, friends everyone is worried, and im not able to convence them that i m normal everyone try to fix me 

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