I really need serious help of some ngo...its about my relationship status and family.
Kindly help.

My mom found out that i was living in with my boyfriend...she knows about him, met him...already liking him alot that he stayed at my mom's place many times...but today she got to know that v are living together...and now she is asking me to leave him and my job and everything and go back to my hometown. Please help

Already tried convincing her... Apologised...but its not working.

Other

Feeling completely floaty. Life is confusing and i'm a spaceman. I float in space and kind of drift along, today's music choices:

"I wonder why." Dion and the Belmonts
"Gone Fishin' " Bing Crosby and Louis Armstrong
"Starman" David Bowie
"Brother" Gerard Way
"Lovesick Blues" Hank Williams

Feeling floaty and nervous about what's to come, but elated about it at the same time.

Music

How am I feeling? Like the literal worst person in the world. Sooo done with it all rn. 

Caregiver

Mereko romcom wali pyar chaiye. 

3am Thoughts

Having Siblings Is Lucky?

Parenting

I'm 24 years old and I want to re start my life? Is it too late to start ? 

Idk what to do damn it…
I have a friend like i don’t know humari kise baat honi shuru hui thi wo college m meri hi class m tha phel but after a semester hamara section change hogya i seriously don’t have any idea ki humari baate itni kse badh gyi jb hum mile bhi nhi the even lol😂 but hn pata nhi kyu I felt comfortable and mne ese hi ek din usse aapne ex ki baate share krdi mind it meri life m yeh baat uske ilawa sirf meri 4 frnds ko pata h and mne usse share krdi like hamara bond acha hogya with tym i used to share kuch bhi hota tha usse related he used to give me really good suggestion it’s almost 2 years now like we share a diff bond ik when he is hiding something and when he is not okay same with him so problem kya h? I feel for him no actually he is my good friend problem is now college are reopen we meet almost everyday one day he just texted me ki i want to tell you something and than he said leave it will affect our friendship and even i didn’t force him much and uske baad sb shi chl rha tha ek din hum essehi drame kr rhe the toh mne kha ki msg nhi karungi ab terko he said okay and I didn’t msg him maybe the next day uska face bata rha tha ki koi baat h toh i msged him asking kya hua he said kuch nhi mne usse face to face bhi pucha usne whi kha and said lecture ke baad milte h college ke bhar wo frnds sath bhar aaya toh i felt ki usne mujhe ignore Kiya toh i just left again yesterday wo meri class m aaya bhar bhi dikha and I felt like he was ignoring me and even today I felt same idk what is happening
What should I do should i msg him?
Or should I continue ignoring him like he is doing??

So umm what cgpa is good in college like  7.5 is good or not ?

Career

My anxiety has been killing me. It’s been worse since past few weeks. Therapy is not an option either (because of the hundred thousand dollar bills). Everything in my life is messed up to a level no one can even imagine. Not an exaggeration, just plain truth. 
Some days I just feel like dying and putting an end to it. Other days, I make impulse decisions just to seek care and love. Ughh I hate myself and I hate god for being so unsympathetic to me and giving me a bs life!

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