I really need friends 
I need someone for whom I'm priority
Everyday, everyone just takes me for granted 
No matter what i do for them.....
I don't know ehat to do now

Hey 
Don't feel like this 🥺
I am here for you 😊

Everyone feels like it. Even i do. But at the end we are humans and end up being selfish so dw much. And if you wanna talk i am here😊

Hey i also feel like this everyone feels like this this nd u wanna talk you can talk to me i also need a friend to talk to

Hello!
I understand that feeling but don't be sad we all need someone to understand us who can be with us at our worst and I hope u soon find someone 
But if u need anyone to talk or share something I am there
Smile and have a great day ahead😊



I don't know what is happening with me , i just feel that i am not  able to make friends and feel left out.


Lonely

Today, I just realized the reality of friendship. Everybody might not be like that but up to this day, all the friends I had were fake. They never cared for me, did they? I was the one who listened and consoled them when they needed me. But no one was there for me. I motivated them and made them laugh? They didn't do anything when I needed them. I guess I'm used to it now. 

Hope anyone who reads this, have a good day!

xxx

Umm I don't know what is a friends and what is friendships but i only know that if i get any friend i don't makes feel alone 

Friends

my friends are so fake, they couldn't hide their fake actions anymore.

School

I don't feel like talking to anybody. 
I don't feel like I qm even wanting to give efforts for my friendships. 
I wish to cut them off, her success do not bring me happiness rather gives me anxieties that I am not doing enough . Yes I have got some school friends with whom the relationship is ery organic and there is no ill will . They are proud of me an I am of them . Even if I fail they have my back . But with college friends, well its an effort to jam with an find connection. 
Am I being normal ? 

Confusion

So 
 today i ended my 15 years of friendship. 
Because it was getting too toxic for me. I read messages where they were speaking absurd about me. And then claiming that it was just  a normal conversation.  I had a mental breakdown and i wasn't really doing well. But none of my those friends understood me :) they named my mental breakdown a " drama " . 
I always made sure that i was available for them when they needed someone to comfort them. But when it was my turn,  none of them.. not even my bestfriend understood me. Inturn they are blaming me and behaving rude to me like i've done a crime. 
I don't regret ending my 15 years of friendship.  I am just hurt that they think i am fake :) 

Nothing in our live without friend's.

What do you go against lonliness? 

I've thought about my life when it hit me. There's no one really consistent in my life. My friends aren't really good friends. I'm not my best friend's best friend. College friends seem temporary. No old friends from school left. No one thinks of me first when something exciting happens. No love interests, just rejections and retreats. It feels like I'm alone in this world with 8 billion people.

I just want to share my life with friends or a partner. 
But I can't find anyone who wants to stay.  

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