i really liked someone a while back. it could not work out Between us. now im turning into something i don’t want to turn into. i am doing many wrong things. tho i try to enjoy moments too but i am infuriated, addict, alone and reckless these days. i am not depressed tho, just a little stressed maybe. i am kinda stuck in the past. fk my life lmao.
I’m sorry for what you’re going through. Its tough to get right back on track after something tragic happens. Have you ever thought about going to NA? It could help with your addiction and once you conquer that, you’ll slowly start to feel better and less alone.
Bro, trust me, we are sailing in the same boat.
I can understand rolling that fat blunt Just to make those memories vague. Hurting ourselves for what had happened. Doping till the time emotion numbs.
Loving someone truly can be very dangerous in this 21st century.
What I learned so far,
If not able to repair, just replace.
It’s not at all easy, but your true desire to grow can make it happen.
Just try to invest your energy to something more meaningful start with your body & mind health first.
I’m also in process.
Sending you stronger and healing vibes.
Hi
It couldnot work out
Because it was not meant to workout
Neither her fault
Nor urs
So why are u punishing urself???
Why are u harming urself each day?
You deserve so much love n happiness in life
N you will get it also
But for that you need to hold urself…
Your life is so precious
N so is your health…
You too know addictions are so harmful
So pls dnt fall into all this…
Matters of heart are very delicate…
Yes all this might be painful for you…
It will take time for you to come out of it…
But you will come out…
So be patient n calm with urself…
Try to overcome ur addiction of her automatically all other addictions will get set…
Stay busy
Absorb ur mind…
You will have to-
1.ACCEPT WHATEVER HAS HAPPENED
YES IT DID NOT WORK
THATS FINE
WHATEVER UPSETS U ABOUT PAST ACCEPT IT…
Joh hona tha woh toh ho gaya
No dissecting why it happened
No blaming
No thinking over it
No ifs n buts…
2.STOP EXPECTING
DROP ALL YOUR HOPES OF RECONCILIATION
Because till there is hope u willnot be able to move on…
3.START WORKING TOWARDS YOUR BRIGHT FUTURE…
Make urself the priority if ur life…
YOU CAN DO IT
YOU WILL DO IT
GOOD LUCK…
