I really feel I have no real friends. Everyone around me is either selfish, or just takes advantage of me being sensitive and always available for my friends. It really does hurt a lot. 

It’s ok. Every sensitive person is in the same boat. Hang in there. 

Relationships

Idk what it feels like to have friends cause I didn’t have any since childhood 🥲

Lonely

Why are all friends " Snakes"?
I mean every friend i have is the same 
I cannot count on anyone when I need them
But they want me to help them
Unfairr..!

Friends

I don't think I have friends whom I can trust blindly. I don't have a good social circle and I feel that's something which is very important in one's life. Hanging out with the right people who help you flourish.

Guys I'm not inviting someone on my friend's party because I'm scared of being rejected... Please tell me that this is normal. I'm just afraid that later that person might get heartbroken since I have not invited them but I just can't bear this rejection.. 

Confusion

Okay, how come people around me have so called "best friends" when I have none to share how I'm feeling. How do people make friends these days, cz somehow nothing works for me, people connect saying they want to be friends while having feelings. I'm sick of it. I just need genuine friendship.

Today 
Whn a friend was telling the first impressions of all friends of our grp
she told what she thought about every1 when she met them 1st time
istg ,it wasn't even their first impressions, like for one she said she's like her second mom, gives her amazing advices (like Bruh that's not even a first impression, they came close after months) and for others it was chill and cute types, like ur not punctual, ur messy
and for me she said I had anger issues! like seriously, idk it hurt me? and everyone agreed
I dunno if it should hurt or not
but it did.
And tbh I always feel left out from this group, like when I'm late no one waits for me, but for others they do... I'm not included in half of 'the talks', like everyone's teasing each other with crushes' names and I'm clueless, because everyone except me knows it... They always talk about how they talked on calls for hours and no one even called me
when someone asks for notes, 3 people send it, and when i ask all people will see the message but not send
and like if we're choosing partners, I'm always the last one chosen
and the person also looks not happy, I'm never the priority
I know it's too immature, but it's affecting me
and I dunno if I am overthinking
Just wanted to vent it out


3am Thoughts

why do i feel there arent any true friends?

Just shifting to the hostel after 6 months...I had friends back here in pg and 2 of us are shifting back to the hostel...and suddenly they all started ignoring both of us...It feels so bad when you do so much for them and they still don't even care for you..that too because of a girl and her crush...and they both are making us feel so left out. Today's my last day and I didn't even tell them..I wanted to enjoy tonight with them but now things are hitting differently....

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