I realised that i am always looking to fleet in one way or another. Kind of like in euphoriaโs episode how lexi says that my house is not my house. My family is not my family. I only have to be a part of it. Play my role at times. And move onto something that makes me happy.
Get me?
yes I do!
toxic household afterall
The weird thing is itโs not that toxic. Idk what means for it to be toxic but now that Iโm realising, i have always wanting to escape. It isnโt really that bad but even subconsciously i want to get out. Literally all the time.
same !
Itโs better to go
Even if you do decide to go. Youโre family will always be a part of you. It will always haunt you that it didnโt work out or you abandoned them. Itโs so complicated.