I realised something today. I was competing for love. competing with my friends. To get the perfect guy, to get the most handsome guy, so get the richest guy, to get the most loving guy etc. etc. I always want the best. No one should have better than me. I got so crazy in the competition that I started competing with my best friend for the guy she liked. i didnโt even like him but I had an urge to win. to do everything so that they donโt get together. AND I am crazy in this. I am the bad person. I realized it just now.
But do you know why Iโve always been competing for love? Because I feel that I am not worthy of it. I canโt really get a guy by just being me so I guess I can fake it and get him. i can pretend to be the best girl ever. I am the protagonist in the movie โThe ugly truthโ.
Because the guys who are head over heels for me are the ones who I didnโt pretend with.
My friends love me so fucking much because of the fact that I donโt fake it with them. They feel real with me.
I lack self love and pretend that I can get it b faking it all.
THIS IS A BIG MISTAKE.
But Iโm glad I realized it and I will now work on it.
Thankyou Thankyou Thankyou
Iโm glad you realised it. Youโre perfect just the way youโre, and any guy would be lucky to have you in his life!!
Iโm very very proud of you for admitting such a thing. This is the kind of thing that I canโt handle, I lie to myself about, so you doing this is very brave! I know what you mean, I really do. Thank you for sharing this. Good luck finding love, you do deserve it, everyone does
You are so worthy of love dear! You are more valuable then you can imagine!
A guy is not everything! You are perfect the way you are and trust me the right one will come along and everything will fall into place! Practice self love and more power to you! You go girl <3
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