I read this quote- “how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, it’s all different” and since then I have been thinking about how scary growing up is. I’m living in the moment, I’m happy rn, I’ve no regrets but still the thought that we have to get independent financially, emotionally, there comes time when you feel sad for no reason and you can’t cry to your parents, you can no longer ask them for lil lil stuff, you are losing childhood friends, I understand it’s part of growing up. It is all understandable on other days. Today it is just heartbreaking!