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Mr_anonXD @mr_anonxd

I rarely talked a girl in my 20 years of life.the reason is not good at study and now am studying art.but the reason of this post is I have so less friends in my cirlcle like 2 and 3ā€¦

My childhood was fcked.i never got the love of my parents,eventually my grandfather passed away previous year.i donā€™t know but from class 12th I just notice that most of my friends have gf and etcā€¦and another side me who donā€™t have the courage to talk with girls,because someone just deny to shake hands to me straight on my faceā€¦while I just asked for a normal handshake(this was the context).after that day I got self doubt on myself,and day by day I failed 12th and lockmyself for 6months depressed.hoping for someone to understand my pain,but there was no one.my dad gave me motivation that everythings gonna be alright,and finally got pass after a yearā€¦and still hoping for some love from someone.sometimes I feel frustrated and feel envy from others skillā€¦and trying to improve myselfā€¦and then I see there is no oneā€¦i donā€™t have the motivation to do anything nowā€¦ got no motive to do something.when I see others enjoying with there friendsā€¦girl-friendsā€¦i felt sad and low questioning myselfā€¦why am like thisā€¦friends call me obsession,and it might be rightā€¦i think it is!!itā€™s like demanding love from someone.

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Mr_anonXD @mr_anonxd

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