Mr_anonXD @mr_anonxd
I rarely talked a girl in my 20 years of life.the reason is not good at study and now am studying art.but the reason of this post is I have so less friends in my cirlcle like 2 and 3ā¦
My childhood was fcked.i never got the love of my parents,eventually my grandfather passed away previous year.i donāt know but from class 12th I just notice that most of my friends have gf and etcā¦and another side me who donāt have the courage to talk with girls,because someone just deny to shake hands to me straight on my faceā¦while I just asked for a normal handshake(this was the context).after that day I got self doubt on myself,and day by day I failed 12th and lockmyself for 6months depressed.hoping for someone to understand my pain,but there was no one.my dad gave me motivation that everythings gonna be alright,and finally got pass after a yearā¦and still hoping for some love from someone.sometimes I feel frustrated and feel envy from others skillā¦and trying to improve myselfā¦and then I see there is no oneā¦i donāt have the motivation to do anything nowā¦ got no motive to do something.when I see others enjoying with there friendsā¦girl-friendsā¦i felt sad and low questioning myselfā¦why am like thisā¦friends call me obsession,and it might be rightā¦i think it is!!itās like demanding love from someone.
Mr_anonXD @mr_anonxd
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