I promise myself that I will be gentle with my self when I commit mistakes and try being better next time . No more letting over thinking destroy my self-esteem

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Nahi Yaar 

Stress

A piece of paper decides a lot for us. May it be money or a degree certificate. Before, I thought money was not really important and believed that you can still be happy without it. But money can't buy happiness is partially true. Though it can't buy happiness, it can still steal your happiness. It is difficult to stay happy when you were living a well off lifestyle and suddenly get poor. Due to financial issues. Everything is affected. Today I feel like I'm dragging myself towards darkness. Masquerading my emotions with a smile all the time. But honestly it's just a chaos inside. I don't understand what to do. I understand this is a phase and it shall pass soon but sometimes soon takes too long. 

Family

How to stop stressing?

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Career

You know am here at hospital because of covid my whole family is here but my dog isn’t i am hell lott missing him alott he is with my boyfriend he is taking care of him idk i dont want to stay here it’s just 9-10 hours and m missing him i M not facing any problem nor my parents or my sis bass i am missing him he is just 9 months old and it’s my first time he is far away from me am missing him so much

so my dad has epilepsy and gets strokes ,i also thinks he is mentally not fit owing to his profession and my grandparents,my grandparents stay stay with us and dont let us do anything in our way,the house is a mess and they dont even let us renovate..my mom feels tortured mentally all day by my grandmother and lately she is feeling financially insecure and regrets not continuing to work or moving out of granparemnts earlier..sometimes i really do feel my dad not treating and behaving well with my mom after all she sees in the day..he acts like he just doesnt care..i thought my mom shares with me everything..i got her some good books..taughts her insta and all..she watched altbalaji and did bingewatching..i also encouraged n supported her to start some work..but since lockdown she is home..dad is also bingewatching but both are doing on seperate devices..but some months back me and my lil bro saw mom texting to someone anonymous and that shook me..she behaves normal with dad n us..but hides all chats or deletes..sometimes even send photos and calls ..so now i everytime see her alone in room with her phone my mind thinks she is talking to that other guy and wen mom and dad fight.. i just hate that...i agree she needs someone to talk to but why is she hiding and talking,,, and talking like its an affair...i feel i wish i hadnt  taught her insta so much,,she posts more than me,,,and spends much more time on it...my dad may not be so expressive but he does love us..ik my mom does too..but everytime she says nad cares for dad..question pops in my mind then why are you doing that to him...i cant tell my dad coz he will be broken and i fear him getting a stroke or sometihing worse😖😖😖😫😫😫

So this year I started dating. He is a very good guy. I like him a lot. During our "honeymoon phase" we used to talk/chat non stop and also try to meet weekly. But now after several months, it feels as though I am the only one wanting to talk to him. When I complain he says I am overthinking. I listened to him and started to not care about how our everyday conversation is slowing down but deep inside I feel bad and don't understand how to deal. I get numerous thoughts and I start imagining worse things. I don't want to lose him but I feel bored and sad when he is not there like he used to. Is it too much to ask for consistency in a relationship?

Relationships

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