I passed out in 2020. Did B.Com cus I was a commerce student. Couldn’t figure out what interests me. It’s been 1+ years since I graduated. I was preparing for an entrance exam for doing Masters cus my family wants me to do one. I tried my best but I think I fkd it up. I’ve the exam in a few days and I don’t think I’ll do well. Idk what interests me in life. I don’t know why am I planning to do this course? The only thing that I’m sure about is that I wanna start something on my own. But again, I need to get a job & work for a while to make the money required to invest in a business. I see all of my friends, ex classmates and all doing something or the other in life. I feel fkin useless at times. I’ve been stuck at my hometown. I completed my schooling in middle-east and I barely have any friends here. Life has become shit. I barely step out of my room. I don’t get sleep at night sometimes…
Now I’ve started looking for a job. But that’s also not working out I guess. I think my graduation gap is an issue. Employers want freshers with experience. lol
Dunno why gaps aren’t normalized. I took a gap and I feel that I need more time to figure out things but I don’t think I can do that. I hope that I can find a job and sort things out.
Woah don’t worry so much. You are so young and so much worry. Good thing is you want to something of your own. First figure that out what it is. Learn about it to the best possible way. Finish your masters all the while becoming an expert at your choice. By end of masters you should have some idea of how to approach your own thing. Just don’t worry calmly think. We are all here to help.
Thank you!! Means a lot 💕
