I only have two options..
1. message him
2. search for a new one 
what should i do?

he knows my feeling, but there isn't any reply to that thought.


he wants time, I am ready to give him. but the thing is I am afraid at last it will hurt me for sure.


If you want to get back then message him. Just friends would only bring more drama.
If you don't want to have anything to do with him then option 2

3am Thoughts

Its very hard to move on from a person whom i liked for the first time. Thoughts of this person is striking me every now and then. Though what he did is wrong to me, i couldn't hate him still

Breakup

I met my ex yesterday after a long 2 years. Ofc i have moved on from him but also there r some qualities about him that i admire s lot. They include that he doesn't care about people so much only him family studies also havent been in a relationship as he isnt able to give time or attention he forgets sbout it sometimes. I haven't dated anyone yet maybe some part of me have him in my heart just a little but i also wanna be like him i wanna just focus on myself and be happy and contentful. I dont wsnna depend on anyone for this just forget about all other stupid things. I tried doing it but also failed a some extent as i too care sometimes. I wanna live a life like this too what should i do guys?

Y'all I'm feeling really anxious, cause the guy that I don't even like that much isn't replying to me. Like ik he will but still I'M GETTING SO MUCH ANXIOUS ABOUT IT. I know that I'm not that into him and he's not that great. Why is happening to me lol. I can't even concentrate on my studies. 
The last time this happened to me with another guy, we ended up dating which was veryy bad. Breaking up with him was like reliving my life. Also I'm an overthinker so small things affect me a lot. 
This is so weird so I know I deserve so much better and I know I don't even like him, but still just so badly want his attention and his name to pop up in my notifications again :(

Ps- sorry for the bad writing structure, I'm ready anxious. 

Crush

It’s been one of those days that I try to hold in my emotions so much that they end up being happy and then extremely sad and confused and emotional. I am upset that I’ve been cheated on but it’s not the fact that he cheated on me because I haven’t told him I know, it’s the fact that he won’t even sit and listen to me. I don’t have anyone to talk to and that’s exactly what I need right now, I just need a friend to hear me out

I feel so neglected by my boyfriend sometimes. The only time when it is super intimate or affectionate is when he is trying to be sexual. HE will kind of hold my hand and kinda kiss, but he doesn't really give me that love and passion. Furthermore, I notice if I don't start a conversation to reach out to hold his hand or something, we will literally stay in silence and not touch each other. One last thing, I hope this doesn't sound clingy because I honestly don't think this is what it is, but I can't stand it when we are supposed to be spending time together and he just leaves. I will be at his house laying in bed waiting to watch our show and two hours later I will come to find out that he is just talking to his roommate. We go kayaking and I am paddling halfway across a bay I am unfamiliar with and then I look around and he isn't there, I find him and he is sitting in his kayak listening to music telling me it was hard to paddle ( I told him he could have told me he was going to take a break, but he brushed it off). I am at his home for Thanksgiving, I walked into his room so we could chill on the bed together, he got up and was talking to his family at first now he is just watching tv and hasn't said a word really to me in the past 5 hours. Is there something wrong here?

Boyfriend

He ditched me in friendship 

Friends

I just really wanna do something big in life i wanna get serious and literally change my life for good. Mu boyfriend is such a hardworking talented person, and me on the other hand im nothing compared to him, how will i present myself in front of his parents if i keep going on like this…. I want us to be perfectly compatible and made for eachother, i wanna really build up my skills and be the best version of myself to stand equal beside him. Although he is very nice and has never shamed me for being less than him but as im 20 and he’s 25, i feel im not a kid anymore.

Adulting

As i have share my thoughts before also
I broke up in a condition where i have told him that i will wait for him for 5 years things might be difficult but i will wait for him i know i have made my best to accept the facts at that time many of my friends are also telling me to move on no boys in 2020 is like that he is lying but i know i have stay in a relationship with for 1 year i have done my best convince my friends that he says true even while breaking up with me he was loyally saying i dont know what to do now i mean its only six days and i feeling like this but i dont know what to do now...one of my childhood best friend have told me that i should be loyally waiting for him so it will loyal from both side there won't be karma and you will meet him in future i do believe her and this fact.
Like should i keep waiting for him for 5 years with no contact or just move on by saying he will not come??😐😶
i mean can boys really wait for that one girl for whole 5 years also he is going abroad for 5 years to work and he is from different caste also

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