I once went to AIIMS for a music therapy session with cancer patients where we had to sing for them to make them feel better. It was really a heart wrenching experience. I saw children as young as 4 years being a victim to this deadly disease. 

Physical Health

I might seem normal, but deep down I wish I was V so Jungkook would treat me with love!!

Any Army here?

Crush

Kabhi kisi or ke problems se dukh hua h kisiko matlab uske life ki problems h or fiqr tumhe hoti h bht zyada or uss insan ki success ke liye pray krte ho tum 
Mere saath yahi chl rha h meri kittu (bht bht bht qareeb dost ) jisse m3in pyaar bhi krta hun usko bht pareshaniya h lekin usse mujhse koi emotional ya kisi or type ka support nhi chahiye lekin mera mnn uss par hi atka rhta h esa lgta h ki bas khoo naa dun apni kittu koo 😥😥😥😥

Love

Feelings are very rarely found nowadays but it is the only thing that cannot vanish completely, so cheer up for people and let them take their own gusts of life , never force anyone to be the part of your life until and unless this indestructible word 'feeling' is not mutual...!!

Happy

So i think my ex bestie has a crush on me
And i don't know how to react it's making me anxious 

3am Thoughts

I am a CA Finalist. Its been too many attempts and I fail every time. I dont have any purpose left to go on. I feel like giving up on life

Lonely

I was not selected in singing auditions . I felt low these days . But now I am like only time for practice not for nuisancea

Career

Bored. Tired. Alone. Depressed. Pregnant. In the dark. Thinking. 

is it normal to think and influenced by imaginary girlfriend?

I am 24, never actually been in any relationship. I always had the desperation to get into a loving relationship but never meet anyone I am compatible with ideologies and values. And because I always had this thing that I only want one girls to whom I will love forever and she will be my everything truly and a relationship that will turn into marriage. So I thought waiting for the right one will be the right thing even if I don't know such person exist or not. I noticed now, after many years I have created a ideal girlfriend for me in head since teenage. She had everything I need. A caring nature, true love for me etc. I used to make romantic scenarios in my at night and sleep with smile on my face almost sure that future would be great and lovely. This were the only thing I had that brings me happiness to my depressed life. Is it something everyone does?. 

I was so sure that I will get someone like I imagined and that It influence my decision in day to day life. Such as I was about to start a youtube channel to talk about things with depression, anxiety struggles. But I thought I want to talk such private and close topics with only my future partner. So I stoped. So, like I did everything things about her and hope and someone like her actually exist in this physical world. This innocent, passionate love of mine and belief or faith that I keep convincing myself that that person exist in real life is caused me so much pain 

I would love to know if it's normal, or people do it too or not?

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