I once had a verbal fight in high school. It so happens that the person goes to the same college as mine. We have huge egos to reach the other even after knowing each other for years. 

Initiate the conversation and clear things with that person, you never know if that person later turns out to be a friend.

It's not good at all. Try to clear things with each other. Start talking more with each other. Both of you might become new friends. 

Education

I'm feeling very sad and confused

Mental Illness

Surviving on 4 hrs of sleep a day and no coffee ✌️



Motivation

New joiner 😌😌

Career

Im 23. I'll graduate in a few month, so whats next? Should I continue my studies? Move out of my parents house? Find a job? Married? I never have a crush on anyone though. How do people decide this? Cuz I dont really decide thing, I used to follow the flow. Im okey with whatever I got. I thought that as long as i just do my best, it would be fine. Hahhh...I hope when Im 30, I wont regret much of what Im doing right now

Feminism

When we react to the disrespect we became bad in story 

All these years in my life, whenever I trusted someone or anyone for that matter my trust was always broken! But again everytime I picked myself and trusted the other person and again the same things happened. It became a circle of my life! But this time it was a different. This time I lost my father which was unexpected and came as a shock to us, I was and still am healing from that. I was already boken from inside when I again trusted someone. And this time I thought my trust will remain intact. She wont break my trust. I am someone who can go to any limit for her best friend. And this time i made sure about that again. But little did I know that again my trust will be broken! She was my only friend in office, I fought with so many people in office because of her! She has other friends as well and that’s something i never was bothered about. Recently I came to know she has been lying to me about soo many things and not just that she was hiding those thibgs from me but thats to God that all of a sudden one day unexpectedly I got to know everything, I couldn’t control myself! I put all my trust on her. But this time when my trust was broken, I broke into sooo many small pieces that I cant even pick myself! When i got to know everything I ran out of my office, I quit work! And i cried and screamed like never before. And i still cry and scream the same way! I am not able to come back from that! I am devastated. I never expected this to happen! I never thought for a single minute that she could break my trust.
Its not about what she did, its about breaking my trust! Trusting someone so much and then getting this kind of hurt is unbearable!I dont know how to explain how much broken and shattered i am after all this! 

Depression

So I confessed my bestfriend that I like her but I was aware she doesn't like me so I just wanted to tell her  bout my feelings so she started avoiding me well I never forced her to talk to me and last week her bf cheated on her so she called me to come over so just went their and she started asking random questions why I like her and all and suddenly she kissed me I was literally feeling butterflies in my stomach but and for 2 days she was clingy and all but  she met a boy idk his name he is her friend ig she started hanging out with him and said can we just meet at house not in school and all and started avoiding me in front of all especially in front of that boy so the point is am I just rebound???

My brother has beat me when I was young (like 10 and early teens) and sometimes even now (I'm 20). When I was younger I didn't know any better so I couldn't retaliate, when I became a bit older I started retaliating. When I retaliated I was the villain for my mom. He literally damaged my ear drum when I was 10 and my mom thought he was innocent (he was f***ing 19 back then), he did that because HE was FRUSTRATED (sounded like HIS problem). I always got angry and cursed my mom that one day she will know what she did wrong. 2 years ago my brother raised hand on my mom (to put in a civil language) and now she knows how it's like to be at receiving end. She still now thinks that I was wrong to get angry at her (She says I have mental disorder because I tried to hold HER accountable because she should have been the parent in that situation) while she was just a spectator seeing me miserable. Yeah took that f****ing  selfish woman years to realise what my brother did wrong. 

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