I once had a verbal fight in high school. It so happens that the person goes to the same college as mine. We have huge egos to reach the other even after knowing each other for years. 

Initiate the conversation and clear things with that person, you never know if that person later turns out to be a friend.

It's not good at all. Try to clear things with each other. Start talking more with each other. Both of you might become new friends. 

Education

I've been with my boyfriend for three years now and things are great but my mom decided to move me away from him for her own personal fling. She won't let me see my boyfriend because she is busy sleeping around. I can't stand not seeing him and I'm starting to break inside, I don't want to stress him so I don't tell him all that has done is push him away because he thinks I don't trust him. Please help.

Long Distance Relationship

The whole world is known to me but I am mysterious to myself......... 


3am Thoughts

Anyone from himachal? 

I feel fear rn🥺

Anxiety

I’m feeling like I’m doing everything I’m suppose to do in order to get back on my meds and I feel like the doctors are bullshitting and I’m so overwhelmed with everything I can’t trust no one in my life and all alone and no one even understands how deep I have fallen into my own head if that makes since 

Depression

When you are a genuine person with a good heart , you don't lose people they lose you.

Okay. How to say this? But I need to start some way.
I am 17 year old girl. I was trying my heart and soul to get taller but just stucked in 4ft 7. How abnormal is that? Some may think that I shouldn’t bother about it. It is my body and maybe it's my fate so that's unchangeable. Worrying about it won't help and I should focus on other things. Trust me, I tried. I tried for 17 years of my life and whenever I tried to do something, I got humiliated. People laugh at me seeing my height as it seems like a kid. I know it’s weird but that's hard for me to stay in places where I am treated like a clown 24/7. Do I deserve this? My parents are also short so at some point, I got to know that I won't be growing anymore. When I didn’t even grow in my growth stage, how can I grow at the end of my growth stage? But I knew, nothing is impossible. So I start gathering courage and again worked hard. Tried to do many stretches and drink milk but all in vain. Nothing has changed. It pains a lot when stretch my legs and arms. I was just that close from crying because my body was being weak and hurting a lot from doing these. But at the end of the day, my hard work didn’t pay off. It was not worthy. What to do? I still didn’t become hopeless cause I know I have to live. And here, people continuously judged me. My friends, my cousins, teachers, neighbours, shopkeepers everyone just stare at me when they find my age. Some people laugh in front and some in back. I always tried to ignore but how long? How long a person can? It is obvious that a person will feel bad and be in depression. Was it my fault? What did I do to deserve this? I see my friends getting proposal from boys and I am here treated like a baby. Not nicely but mockingly. It just doesn’t feel good. It's actually not their fault also. They will obviously laugh at me cause I am just not normal. I look weird for my age. I get it. No guy will be interested in me. How can I live my life alone with no partner? It scares me. My parents won't be always there with me. They are good but thet are also worried about me thinking how will I survive in future. I am also scared. Even if I study hard, I will be a joke in colleges, universities and maybe in offices too. Going to school is really hard for me. I always get the undesirable stares and laughs. I just can't tolerate this. It also affects my mental health and I am unable to focus on anything. Even I want to develop my skills and be the better version of myself, I will have to go somewhere to take courses and guess what? I will have laugh there too.Everyone laughed at me when I was taking English courses. So thats not made. Thats gonna be true. It makes me cry. I can't even stand in the society properly. I wish, our society was less judgemental. I see no hope for my future. I fear when my parents leave me, I will be all alone. These thoughts kill me inside. I know worrying won't help but these worries just come. How can I ignore these when I know these are going to be true? 

I'm just finishing with a love triangle kinda series and i want more nowww!!! So please suggest me something good xo!

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