yeah I feel the same way, like there’s the pressure to live up to a standard and yet you doubt yoursef sometimes

You have just one life. There is no use trying to live up to any standards of others. We set our ‘morals’ and ‘standards’ for ourselves and it’s a part of our personality, but that doesn’t mean we have to always abide by it. Life comes with no rules, you’ve just got to be the best version of yourself :)