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Lia @leelia

I never thought today i’d start off my day almost breaking my neck jumping off a window after only getting 3h of sleep.
My brother who has multiple disorders that cause him to act very aggressive and mean i guess, today he was feeling sick so he didn’t go to school, he woke me up saying something i couldn’t understand (bc he has a sore throat and can’t speak much) all i did was ask him to repeat it, i wasn’t even being rude but he decided to spray my room with a bunch of mosquito spray which is obviously toxic and stayed at the door so i wouldn’t be able to open it, he said he hopes i get intoxicated and de followed by other very mean words. I had no choice but to jump off the window and now i’m seating outside in the front yard waiting for my parents to come from work. I never thought this would be the reason why i’d ever do anything like this. He’s speaks to me and treats me with so much hatred, i try to justify it with his disorders but sometimes i just think he’s evil. Technically a psychopath also has a personality disorder should we tolerate them bc of that? I’m scared of my own brother, he’s hurt me physically multiple times and done way worst things than this, we even had to call the cops on him once bc we were afraid he’d k** us. He’s 15!! and our family. Why does he have to be this way. I’m tired of standing this but i feel like i should .

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anuj @anujvohra

Sorry to hear that. Call your parents and fine a solution…you are from which city? Take help from your friends or relatives

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Lia @leelia

I already called them, this isn’t even that alarming since it’s a pretty common thing for us unfortunately. There’s nothing they can really do, my brother is like this to anyone. He’s going to therapy and under medication ( i don’t think the meds are working much but he’s tried everything already) there’s nothing else we can do, he’s our family and we have to deal with him the way he is i guess. Thank you for answering and showing concern tho i rlly appreciate it <3

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anuj @anujvohra

Sure, my best wishes for your brother’s health. Hope medicines will work better. See if he can go outside and sit in nature, may be touch ground barefeet…it really helps in balancing mental health a little more with nature.

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Lia @leelia

idk he hates going outside, he only locks himself in this berth room and yells at the computer, that’s his daily life when he’s the calmest 😅 he seems to have calmed down now so everything’s fine, im still sitting outside, i’ve been here since 11am and it’s almost 2pm lol but like i said it’s kind of something i’m used to already :/ thank u for ur wishes !

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