I never meant to gave up on you. But couldn't bear the pain you inflicted on me. M sorryyy.. It's tearing me apart  you were the one and only in my life . 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Perhaps I am done with love. 
Trust me I won't dare to love again.

Breakup

Figure out your weaknesses and be ready to defend your promises to yourself when they try to distract you.
#befocused 

Quotes

Aur iss dil me kya rakha hai....
Heart attack ka intezar.... 

Hallucination

People are fake, every tging is fake, love is fake, don't believe anybody, do not marry because of love,  never be Dependant on anybody, people sucks, life sucks.

Adulting

Idk what to do...i started staying to myself being all quiet and keeping things to myself cuz i was called out as loud annoying and irritating. Due to this i stopped talking and forced myself to stay in a corner and not talk to ppl. I was also bullied for being fat due to which i lost confidence in myself entirely...i am now highly interoverted and have anxiety in talking to ppl but at the same time i miss talking to ppl...not everyone but my close frnds freely. I love taking my close frnds but my mind keeps on thinking..."am i speaking too much?", "Am i being annoying again?" , "Why did i say that i should just shut tf up"...idk what to do. I hate myself in every form 

Anxiety

Any guy from Delhi?? Wanna be friends bro?

3am Thoughts

Na tha koi darrr siwaye khuf e khuda 
Lekin ab toh uski mehendi ka b khud hai . 


Hi I am 35 years old divorcee with a son. I met him on an online dating site he is 30 years old. We had started everything with the best of the trust and feelings for each other. He would come and spend lot of time by driving six hours to meet me. He is very caring and loving. I never did hide anything from him from the very first moment. And then one day suddenly he told me that he is married and his wife is expecting. Infact it's her last month to deliver. I was shocked. I was so shocked that I fell sick for days. I didn't talk to him. He was trying every means to convince me. And he came to meet me. And tried everything to convince me that he loves me and he can't leave me. He also said that he can't leave his wife. I can never imagine to ask him to leave his wife. And again things went on normally between us. He would always try to balance between both of us. I love him. But now I want to leave these complications. It's lot of pain. Had I known he is married I would have never met him ever. Never. I feel so stuck. Please help. 🙏 

Hey peeps,  so how do you guys deal with ghosting . You keep on waiting or distract yourself from that thing ??. I believe sometimes it effects your thought process too. It doesn't allow you to trust on someone?. Please correct me if I'm wrong.
TIA 

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