I never do anything or tell my feelings for attention no I just want to share my feelings to someone want to feel a little bit light and here not my friends but my boyfriend thinks I do everything for attention no I don't I really have problems and I can't keep all the problems to myself I'm not like him I just like sharing it to him and one day he said I just give all this reasons to avoid the mistakes I did no I don't want to hide my mistakes by making him pity me it's too much to take even If I talked told him properly I don't like when he does and in a sad way I also told him I won't tell you my problems anymore if you feel this way he just said don't then like he never cared about what I am sufferring or whether I share my life with him or not or maybe he just doesn't care whether I'm there or not he is strong enough to get over me I can't I don't have the power to wait one week also even if it's his mistake I text him first idk what's wrong is it me?am I wrong?I have issues with everyone I'm not enough or good for anyone maybe I'm the wrong person or I'm toxic idk

Hey thankyou so much maybe I never thought of his side I will surely ask my family if we can do that and I'll ask about his problems to thankyou so much though 

there is something in my mind bothering me I don’t know what to do about that
i feel whatever i did in the past 6 months was good or not

i broke up with my boyfriend i had to give him some reason so i told him that my parents saw my messages and we can be together anymore
although the actual reason I couldn't tell him bcz that thing embarrasses me every moment

Breakup

we broke up two days ago, and now we aren’t talking anymore. two years of a relationship, almost 3 years of friendship. bonds with his family. his father that had become like my own when the relationship with my own father was falling apart. his mother who scared me to death but who has tried to support me every day since. his sisters, who, if a little annoying, meant the world to me. all of it. gone. it’s hard to be angry at him. because at least he didn’t cheat on me. at least he tried to be civil. but it’s hard to lose everyone you care about because the person you love decides they don’t feel the same. 

Well I'm a guy who likes guys..but I'm still in the closet and have never dated anyone before...there is this one friend of mine who always makes me laugh..he likes to hug me and often winks at me or touches my arm and back..he also cares about my emotions a lot..he has the biggest smile when he sees me..moreover he always makes me feel included..if my hair is out of place..my tie is not well made..or I have dust on my school coat..he fixes all those things himself...sometimes I feel  that he also likes me..but the problem is that he had 2 girlfriends in the past and he often talks about girls in front of me and that he's going to make a girlfriend...but when I say that I'm going to make a girlfriend too..he says I should not because I'm a good boy..what should I do guys?..I'm very confused

Confusion


I was in a five year long relationship which ended with mutual decision because he didn’t prioritised me and had difference in his words and actions. We were in touch because of course we were in love and always thought we will be together after sometime maybe because of the chemistry we share. But I felt it important to create a distance and were able to do that. After sometime I met someone and unless I was sure if I had moved on, I didn’t come in a relationship with this new person. Then that person made me feel alot and alot special and after sometime I started falling for him. We came in a relationship, enjoyed 1 month together and then got physical but after that, that person started changing. His actions and words did not match. And ultimately we had to end up things because he says he is not over his ex but he loves me and wants me back and just need some time.
Now I think about both of them.
I don’t know what kind of situation this is and what am I supposed to do.

I have a friend we have been talking for a while now he many times In day say I love you and he wrote me a paragraph saying your ex doesn’t deserve u u deserve someone who truly loves and and then he later on said I love you a lot and I will do anything for you fr and uk I have attachment issues but I know u are really sweet and u will never leave me .I am grateful for you in my life we literally have the same vibe you are so cute and yes u are only my cutu .He texts me goodmorning everyday and we talk the whole day legit.I don’t understand does he like me as a normal friend or more than that?

Maybe everything he said was right maybe it was the truth. I thought in my head that I was doing everything right that I was doing everything a girlfriend should do. I didn’t know that he saw me like any other female in the streets I didn’t know he felt unloved that much . The words he said to me hurt so bad as if I was get stab over and over again. My tears didn’t start to fall because of those words because to me there not true. My tears started to fall because those words came out of his mouth the one that I love. For that moment the way he talked to me the choice of his words made it seem like he actually didn’t care. That I was nothing to him . That’s all we want through was nothing and didn’t mean shit. Do we even know why we still together do we actually love each other or are we just sacred or being alone. For me I know my answer I love him and I want to be with him . But do he really want to be a with me I mean he says he do but does he really 
mean it . I know there was love there at once more then we both can handle . But now I feel that most of that love is gone . As if we would never be able to go back to how we once were. All that’s left is fights after fights no love . I just want to be happy that’s all I ever wanted 

Boyfriend

I dont really feel good... I haven't been talking to my bf properly for weeks. He had his exams so it was fine with me but even after his exams have finished he doesnt talk to me properly (like u know the long chats). Every day he says he will talk n then leaves me on delivered and i keep waiting. This gets me to overthink situations and question myself and every time i tell him how i feel he tells me that i make him feel like a bad person. Even if i ask him to talk to me he will feel that i have too much expectations. But things dont work that day. I love him so much and really feel upset when there isn't minimum communication between us. It feels like it doesn't even bother him and here it is making me so upset.

Overthinking

DAY 1
[of telling my story with this guy until I feel like I'm over him.]
~WE COULD BE BETTER~
"It all started in the middle of the lock down I wasn't really expecting something to happen my mind was focusing on much more important things than having a random crush on some random guy, eventually this is what happened... day by day I started noticing a guy on one of my social media platforms trying to catch my attention by reacting to each post and making comments here and there, he did catch my eye indeed and after looking at his profile I convinced myself that I like how he looks based on his pp and ignored other pics that I didn't really like, one day he texted me and we clicked off right away, he started opening up very quickly and easily at first I think we were both shy with getting to know each other so i kind of shared some few things with him too but after that all I remember was him sharing his life and me listening, I had no problem with that and he didn't either i truly enjoyed us talking all day long staying up late nights sharing random stuff during the conversations, i don't open up as easily as him so I wasn't sharing as much personal information as he did. Now we know basic Infos about each other including our relationship status (we both were single) something happened...

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