I need you guys to help me out right now.. 

So I met this boy a year ago.. we talked and stuff but then we had a separation of about 4-5 months. Lately we started talking again but he changed a lot, now he’s the kind of guy to play with girls and just flirt as a joke. We joked about falling in love with each other but I think I really am? 

But this is the problem, he’s a person I met online, he probably just talks to a lot of girls and he definitely doesn’t like me that way. I’m stuck in this place of wanting to push him away so that I won’t get hurt or keeping him right now, enjoying the moment until I get hurt. 

I don’t know.. every time I pushed someone away it hurt me so much, but keeping them probably will hurt me more because I overthink. Yet I don’t want to leave them.. please help. 

One Sided Love

I haven't been feeling good lately, especially because of the lockdown. Don't remember when I laughed. No one to share my feelings to. I suffer from anxiety, and kind of feel like an outcast almost all the time, even in my home. Even when I try to discuss my problems with my friends they ignore it, don't even acknowledge what said and when I point it out, they get offended. I can barely stop my tears. Please help me. Please

Lonely

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3am Thoughts

2022 was the same like 2021.. I met people nd sooner they leave. Many things has happened but the one thing that always makes my heart break is I am not changed at all. I still found myself being standing alone in a corner out of a huge crowd. There are a lot of people who says about motivation, getting with life or etc. But nothing has satisfied my soul yet. I have so much to tell but no one has ever made me feel to listen to me.. I'm just telling all at this platform cuz this will make me feel like I've talked to people in real. 

Affirmations

What are you thinking rn?

I am feeling this knot in my stomach. My uni results came out yesterday and.. I failed in 2 subjects. I kinda expected it because I wasn't able to study entire year in lockdown. I knew that I won't do good in 1-2 subjects. Still, I feel horrible. I don't want to face anyone. None of my friends have called to check up on me. Maybe I expected too much. I just feel alone and small. Like I don't deserve to be here, in this uni. 

Failure

Sometimes Being childish
     Is the best thing in the whole Universe ❤️😌

Happy

Can anyone suggest the learning resources to know more about stocks, crypto, etc? 
Like I want to invest my money to get returns accordingly...

Adulting

I need the opinion of queer women (or anyone else at this point). How do you deal with being in a relationship and having other queer friends? I’ve been in my long distance relationship for 3 years and met my first real friend since covid a few months ago (who happens to be a gay woman). My gf seemed to be happy for me as the three of us later hung out. She now tells me she’s uncomfortable with me having sleepovers with her and acts very coldly to me whenever my friend and I hang out. I feel like she hates me but i’m trying so hard to be a good gf.

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