I need lifelong true and heartfull friendship ....dont text me if your are money minded ....

Am not money minded but true and heartfull frndshp is smthg tht i don't believe in

Friends

Can’t do this anymore. I Can’t be everyone’s parent. All are so selfish. I can’t do this anymore 

3am Thoughts

Any one up for talk...

Have this crazy idea! Not sure how to make it work.😐😐😞

Want to go in trip with stranger girl but couldnt do it...😶

Have any ideas?

Exhausted

I am not good

Relationships

i thought we would be okay and happy alk the time but throughout the months i am really not feelings the connection i felt w him its just so overwhelming. love isnt supposed to be this overwhelming and painful. whenever i think abt him i feel a sudden pain in my heart and i dont feel happy. its not like he doesnt love me. its just he stopped trusting me w his issues and i thiink he started to build a walla b/w us. we were so happy and i just want to be happy again with him. i may not be understandin him well or maybe i just dont wanna understand from his point of view. i dont know whats wrong w me. ill try to understand him more. kaybe we need break and time to improve individually and then work on the relationship 









 understanding him well 

My friend's crush likes me. And I like him back, but my friend told me about her crush long before I started liking him. He knows all this and hence now he talks less with me so that my friendship doesn't get affected but as we like each other we feel like talking to each other. My friend doesn't know about this rn but Idk how she'll react when she gets to know about this.
 What should I do?

Confusion

Will they believe me? Are they gonna trust me? Will be cover up the boys of this family? Or will they ask me to stay bounded? Will they support me? Do i still have the chance to confront that i have been sexually abused by two of my brothers, and one who was just trying to do, but i spoke, i changed my place, i went to other corner of bed. Why is it me? I don't have curves, i don't have the perfect body, still me? What was the curse I paid for? I want to get this whole shit out of me. Some days i feel like i have healed. But no, it doesn't happen. They'll blame me for the things that happened. I want someone to come to me say, no, it was nothing onyour part. Trust me, the very first tym it happened, i didn't know that it was wrong, it shouldn't hv happened, regardless of wht the situation was.  Next tym, i didn't have the guts to stop  the prsn, after 2 min i did, he sat onthe floor, justifying that it was his gf in his dream. I didn't have the guts to tell  someone who could have taken the action. I went to a cousin's place, he's you ger than m, around 4 to 5 years, i was sleeping in shorts. He was again again trying yo position his hand in a way that it touched my legs. This time iknew to speak . I changed my position. In the morning i asked him.about what he was trynna do. He said nothing, you.might have a misunderstanding.  I didn't have a proof.
 would someone blv me when it wasn't even my home?

Child Abuse

will you end my pain, will you take my life, will you bleed me out, will you hang me out to dry, will you take my soul in the midnight rain, while i fall apart. 
Favorite lyrics rn by far 

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