I need advice. So I know for a fact that one of my friends have been avoiding me and i know that he've been hiding something from me for such a long time now... I don't know what to do with him can anyone please tell me what should i do... He can't be his self when i'm around and he doesn't even talk much... I did nothing wrong to him he's my friend for about 7 years now. 

Friends

Happy and healthy funny loved

3am Thoughts

Anyone here reads light novels from wuxiabox website?

I am not feeling well
I am having a headache and an urge to vomit
I am crying 
I am feeling suicidal 

Anxiety

I failed.. I just needed 1 point. I was happy and full or joy, certin I will get higher than the grade that is required it turn out bad. The fact they ware very heartless when they say the exsam, made me feel hopeless... the fact that the questions ware not that hard and I had sow somthing very similar, makes it even worse. I regret everything.. especially studying in a place full of noise and people's comments... I have no idea what to do it's like fate. Now I have no chose but to go with mum's choice.. which somhing I don't want.

Failure

Well it's really sunny out alot of people are at the park even though we are in a lockdown but who cares lol.
I'm going to see my doctor on Monday over my blood work and my chest pains I new I shouldn't of got a vaccine now I hope this doesn't change my life more since loosing both my parents don't think I can handle a serious illness also.
Now when things happen I have no one in my life to talk to anymore thankful I have this place I can express my self I don't even write in my journal now.

COVID-19

I hate food. I'm hungry but the thought of food or the smell disgusts me. just imagining the food on my plate in my mouth is disgusting me. lately I don't even eat snacks I used to like, finishing my meals are getting harder. I don't even wanna drink coffe or energy drinks. the only okay thing is water and cereal in the mornings. I haven't been having lunch about few months and now dinner is getting too hard. I don't even cook. it's just all the food is disgusting to me. the thing is I'm hungry my hands could shake from it but any food I can think of is so disgusting that I'd rather be hungry. Today I had cereal at 2 pm and now at 11 pm I tried to have dinner, but only made it to half of my plate. today's eating is done bc it felt so bad in my mouth chewing it I had to take it out in a napkin. I just wanna live off on water. not even ice I used to eat is okay. just water and breakfast.

Other

So I hear people asking me to connect with them, and i'm curious, because it says I don't have access to this feature. Do I need to verify something? Just wait? I am indeed confused.

Autism

I'm on family trip and the whole day I've been super sleepy for no reason. It's like I could sleep for 24 hrs straight. Ugh I should be enjoying, this sucks!

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