I need a little help. Is there anyone who studies psychiatry. I just want to have a quick chat. Since i don't have any much information about this field, I'm a little anxious. My studies will start in jan 14. And I'm going to study forensic psychiatry. I need to know how it works 🤓

3am Thoughts

i just wanted to ask you guys about your financial struggles because im having some major one's right now , i have a single mom who can't afford to pay my school fees as of now and the school board called us and told me to not attend school until my mom doesn't pay the fees , its been months and honestly i feel like im the only one with this situation and i just sit at home with nothing to do and its so depressing 

Mental Health

I want to pursue a career on my choiced subject but my family is against me as the scope of it is very low. I have mass communication in my mind to go after. But my parents feel it's an endangering career for a small town girl. And the income through it is also incomparable to the ones in government jobs. I was a science student but I don't feel I am too good for getting a chance in government engineering colleges and my parents can't afford me to fetch engineering from private ones. I feel low and shattered right now. I kept my proposal of getting a course on voice training mainly poetry delivering. But they gave another rejection and lots of lectures on how incapable I am.
My father literally declared that he won't support me if I go and pursue mass communication in any college nor would he help me monetarily. I feel devastated 😞😣😣

Career

parents saw my low grades, they're mad
what to do? 

School

Life felt a little hard when i came to the realisation that even if i burn by studying i can’t compete with those who have reservations.I am a good student nd all i want is to go to my dream college but indian education syste is so corrupt that i can’t even describe it here . I feel discriminated that why i can’t get the seat at Air 4000 but some other aspirant is getting it easily with 35000 rank. I already took a drop to clear this entrance and i did it too just in my first attempt but all in vain . I feel completely lost .my parents have very high expectations of me but i just want to sit in my room all day . I feel exhausted. some days i cant even get up from bed . I am really stressed 

Exhausted

Anyone who applied for Post graduation in Canada, got a visa, and ready to fly?

Education

My parents are forcing me to do b.tech but I want to pursue my dreams, what should I do now?

Well i feel like crying but for what i want to pursue my dreams but i don't know what am doing now giving false assumptions to me and my dreams 
So when i was in high school i always wanted to  do business my own ,my own business .
After finally deciding and dumping commerce i took on non medical in +1 where i thought it would be good to be science student after all non medical/science student are overall the best well may be not but i thought its good if someday i need to move business i can with specialization in any particular field and starting it all. During the time when most part of the students focus on jee i was not to sure about it i was always bit insecure what if i fail adding to ego i was adamant that i will not take coaching/tuitions for my whole left life as i was all fed up with it taking tuitions from UKG to 5th getting on self study from 6th.
Our school was extremely strict but it was of my choice i decided that i was on it and i was dedicated as i need to pass +2 at any cost . We need to move away to another school after 10th and i  chose to stay away from my friends(bunch of so called thinking themselves as cool teens and richer riches which they were too but not a middle class family like mine can afford) so went for school where no one went from my friends so i would be focusing on my studies all and start all over again in +1 which i do and had amazing memories and joy of life in those two years and can be consider best of all school then my previous years and that was i think the best decision of my life. J made friends great all , no boundaries regarding who is rich/wealthy/caste/religion. Our +2ended and i ranked 1st in my city in all streams the final time i felt proud on myself. I wanted to go abroad to study afterwards no matter which course i know i will give my best then again world is struck by pandemic and as covid comes and my mother was already against to me going abroad and seems to dislike me going away from her git a stronger point to reject what if i lost my precision year. Seeming that i may not be like this i was struck i want to be independent earning but then i was forced to give jee after result i got seat in some branch but i wanted cse then again i was forced to take admission in private university. I was preparing jee advance i went o my school then my principal told my mom to not take admission in that school and give her reference to university in other region where my mums sister was staying bit my father was good with previous university then because of jee mains and advance schedule i was lacking in syllabus complete by the university i had joined major part of portion was missed  i decided to change batch but authorities rejected. My syllabus was really not completed along with assignment that could lead my scholarship to drop and my semester fees was 109000 i thought this cant continue i decided to go with my mom pesting and go to university referred by my principals thinking i need to get admission so it dont matter wherever i get i need ti study myself after all. 20000 admission fees paid to earlier university was not refunded as date for applying for refund for tuition fees was passed along with that university cant even give hostel back as they said if i am leaving university it wont. 1 year i m in my new university all fine i am studying still my mind goes to going abroad studying there. Today i got to know my many friends reached Canada and i grew sad again what if .....
I am doing studies still if feels ... i want that .... my subconscious mind is rejecting this i seem to drift apart 
I had exams Nd abruptly one of my online exam ends landed me in huge trouble just as i was speaking in my native language reading my question to solve (it was a numerical and i was 
Checking values  )and my exam was abruptly ended huge case after meeting online again and again  my 50% scholarship is now threatened maybe after 1 year it will not continue further ....causing me a lose of 260000 lose its a great amount as i m unemployed university student .....i dont know what how ..
On

I am a third year engineering student. Recently got to know marks and I have scored very low due to my health condition I was unable concentrate on studies, when I told this to my teachers, they were like telling me I am lying them, why should I lie them about my health. I had fever but they are thinking I am giving false statements. And after seeing my I am kind of depressed don't know what to do, Feeling shamed to go to college,now my teachers will brag me. Don't know what to do.

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